So Im alive... what now?
So my experiences end up forcing to assume certain things
about life, that I can learn, that there are similar minds. I dont know if these are true, but I will
assume them since it is the only thing I have to live by. I will also admit that these experiences are,
I may not know what they are, but there Is.
I will consider this Experience element to be Life. I dont know if I am, but I will assume by my
memory of the past eternity that I once did not have life, or awareness, or I
wasnt able to be right or wrong, I wasnt able to lie to myself like I am or not
doing now. It is clear to me that there
is a power of some sort, I dont know if this is true, but it seems as if I can
control this body, and some events in life, and I do not know if this is true
but it seems as if there are parts of my body which I can not control, and some
events. There are things that I feel and
things that I am not able to feel.
Using my non life as reference I can conclude that in my non life
I: was not at all aware, that I experienced nothing, it seemed like if nothing
was under my control. Now I can have
these values that I did not have before but only partially. I can have some control, I have awareness of
some things, I am somewhat able, and depeniding of the structure of
epistemology and Knowledge, this now may be the way that I know partially
(while in my non life I had and knew nothing, now I know not anything but I
have some type of experience, therefore this may be the result of partial Knowledge).
Anyways, so I have made a distinction for myself between
life and death, the being and the non-being, existence and non-existence. In life one feels pain, pleasure, awareness
and sensations of all types, in death one feels nothing, it doesnt hurt, you
are not sad because you are dead, you are only not. In this partial life, we can choose to aim
for life or for death. We can manifest
symbols of life, by building, remembering, learning explioring, doing things
that we would not be able to do in death, in other words, everything instead of
nothing. Think about it, for the first
time in an eternity you have a little power to have, to learn, to have a
glimpse of life, to act, to go from world to world and feel things never felt
before, this is your chance to live to live, and to show life that life really
is the thing for you. But it is up to
you, to constantly and continuilly choose something over nothing.
There are many possibilities in this infinity that can be
manifested in life, one shouldbe careful that they possibility of death may not
be manifested. But how can one tell
apart the things that give life apart from the things that take it away? Now
somethings are obvious, like extremes and moderation, but some are hidden,
deceitful, not so obvious like food, or poisoned food. One never knows, even after so much
deliberation and chariity in order to believe the simple fact that you are
alive, there is still Unknown, yes, even within life. So it seems that the Unknown seems to decide
the manifestations of everyday. So
everyday before any action is done, one is to be as careful as he can, to be
careful that the his unknown matters may not cause him a death, there is no way
that he can be aware of the unknown,it does not matter how much he knows, the
only thing he can do is to pray and leave it in the hands of the Unknown. The same way,
one can pray, to an Unknown force that has it all in His hands, to
manifest outcomes that will enhance Life’s attributes, for guidance.
So how do we choose life over death? If I am alive, it means I am different from those people that do not
exist. Unlike those that do not exist, I
have a tangible effect on the external world.
The more effect I have on the outside, the more I am making my life
efficient. The more I learn, the
more I explore, even only for myself, I am enjoying the wonder of life for
myself, but if I am not sharing my learnings and explorations, I am only alive
to myself and no one else. I would not be “expressing” my life ability. So use your imagination, use your body and
your mind, feel with your emotions, anything that was given to you, everything
that God has given you, everything that seems to have been granted to you by
existence, everything that is in your power to do, do it because it is in the
essence of Life itself. Do it for the
sake the you have chosen Life. Celebrate
your existence with each effect you give the world.
This is only an assumption, by the
way, because there is no way for me to know about the effect of those that do
not exist.
Our physical body seems to be the vessel which allows us to
“live”. By “living” I mean to interact
with the external world, to be aware, we use our brain to learn, with these
bodies we are able to build, and to have an effect, on the seemingly external
world. (one must always remember that these statements are always assumed with
and there is most likely a whole other world that proves otherwise from these
ideas.) So I will decide to take care of
my body, so that I stay alive for as long as I can, and so I will be able to
have an effect on the outside world. But
realize that just because you have an effect on the outside world does not mean
you are alive... tools have an effect on the outside world, but we would not
consider them to be alive, because they are not aware of their actions. To be alive to yourself you must have
awareness, to be alive to the world you must have an effect on it, to be alive
for others you must make them aware of you, to let others know that you are
alive, they must see your awareness, but thats impossible so they will never
know. The best you can do to accomplish this, is to show that you are just like
them, in the aspect of having a mind; as for yourself, all they need to know is
that you are indeed like them, the most impacting way to show this would be to
expose your privacy, your humanity. Or
the other option, to let them witness your awareness would be to show that you
know what they know, or if you want to appear to have awareness somewhere else,
you know something different thhan them, or if you want to appear to have an
awareness greater than theirs, you should express your knowledge of a subject
unknown to them, and also what they already know; but if they assume that you
know what they know, then you wont need to express that you know what they
know. So the lesson learned here is
that, to exist, you must express a manifestation of some sort, a manifestation
that has an effect on things that you want to exist for.
What is Life what is Death?
I am not interested in going back to that, what I had before
I was alive, before I was born, Im not interested in having this nothing. I want to see, I want to have Life, I want to
Live. Its beautiful everything is, I
want to see your wonders, and I want you to hide them from me, (Insert Bible
verse here).
Where Life brings you wonders and beauty,
Death brings nothing, in the end nothing is nothing, not
even nothingness, inaction, the nonexisting, what you were before God brought
you here, thats Death... not bad, huh?
So Life is everything, Death is nothing, you make your
choice...
Use Worlds (..\..\Worlds\Subject
Matter (worlds).docx) choose life...
If you want to live, you will not be lazy, you will not want
to be comfortable, you will want things that make you feel, you will not have
the same things over and over again (making you numb and not being able to
feel), you will search after new things, new discoveries, learn new things,
explore the world. Change, Change is what you must love and I cant stress this
enough, when you choose to follow Life blessings will come, change is what you
must love, change is life, I cant stress this enough. And you must do this constantly, be aware of
this at alll times; if you take a rest from, living up to this, then its
effexts will take a rest on you, and you dont want that, you want to live.
And these are only the things that life does, only the ones
I could think of.
Aware – what good is acting and having an effect on many
lives and the outside world, if you are not aware then you are not alive. A statue may have saves the planet and all of
humanity, but just because it affected the external world does not mean that it
is alive.
Act – let your life be as efficient as possible, whatever
you do, make sure it spreads like virus, but always to enhance the attributes
of life.
Explore – now exploring means more than just going places,
and places means more than only points on a three dimensional domain. Exploring also means exposing yourself to new parts, not only as a location but as
in positions, and points of view.
Explore what it feels like to be someone else, to be in a tough
situation, anywhere that you can go, anything that you can do. Do as much as you can, do anything as long is
it keeps you as it does not result in death of any kind, that it does not
shorten your life in any way, and that it does not keep you from being
efficient to the rest of your surroundings.
Of course you can weigh costs and take risks; who woulnt put their money
in the bank and not be able to use it so that they can have more at the end of
the saving period. The same way one shoukd invest in being
efficient to their outside world and spend their time in solitary research so
then they can share a new invention afterwards.
But one should be careful of the inevitable destructions, for what good
is it that you save up money all your life when you die before you get to enjoy
it? When one invests in life efficiency
one should consider the effects of the unknown.
Change, Change is what you must love and I cant stress this enough, when
you choose to follow Life blessings will come, change is what you must love,
change is life, I cant stress this enough.
Learn learn learn – Every thing that you go through make
sure that you keep it in mind, for later reference and better efficiency. Memorize all you can and learn different
things of all kinds.
Become
Remember – what good is it to have a great and amazing life,
if you dont remember it it would be like you never had it. If nothing else remember’s it, it would be
like they never saw you. It is important
to remember yourself and about others, so that you can have proof that you have
lived. If memories are truly accounts of
the past.
Interest
It is very important that you feel interested in everything
you can. The feeling of interest is what
spurs your life into whatevet direction it may be. So have interest in everything, for the sake
of Life, to find out how much more there is to do.
Beware of the things that paralyze you: fear, worry,
closed-mind, what else?
These mean death, as they prevent life from manifesting.
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