Okay so in think about how all this works, that it doesnt matter what I want to know my mind will search for it on its own and no matter what it is, it will find the answer I am looking for, as long as I have not the prejudices that deny the answer. Because of this, the answer we waant does not come when we are trying to think of it, but when we feel it less, when we are not trying to think of it, when we are listenning and letting it come, just listening. It depends on what we want in our lives that our bodies, our minds will decide what to give us. Those things that we contemplate and hope for, andspend sometime acknowledging our earnest desire for it... something like that. Anyways, we cant get to these answers by reasoning out some points, because that would be using the prejudices of our minds to derive it, but when we use the prejudices of our mind we are actually rejecting the answer it is trying to tell us because it doesnt make sense to us.
So first of all, how does it know the answer? I dont know, I guess it depends on where your desire is, on what level of reality, and how legitamate you want the answer to be. I guess it depends what level of assumptions you are willing to accept as true in the answer the you aspire towards... what I am trying to say is... your mind knows that if all you hernestly care about is bullshit sex, and do not care about keeping yourself safe for love, then it will give you bullshit sex; only if you admit that thats what you only care about and that if, honestly, there was anything greater that you may not know, that you wouldnt hold it into well being just because you dont know it (in other words, you are being ignorant of the possibility of anything greater, and even if you knew you were being ignorant, you would still accept your ignorance), then it will give it to you. So basically, if you want to be famous, and you were to sell your soul to the devil to achieve that; then you would become famous. Second example: if you want to be famous, and you decide that you should not pursue it because the vanity that comes to you from being famous is a bad thing, and something you dont want, then the range of possibilities that could happen is that you become famous without being vain, or you become famous, but if you had an honest concern about this, then you wouldnt be vain by fame.
This is all so hard to explain and I dont think the examples I gave do any justice to what I am trying to say. But the point is, that your mind lowers it standards according to your level of reality, and the possibilities in reality that you are willing to consider. And what I mean by “your mind” I mean the thing that decides what it will tell you and let you know, so that you reach your honest goals.
So where does God go in all of this? God remains here, where the infinite is, in our world, where the Unknown is, God is all of this that we understand, and much more. God knows that everything that I am coming up with, no matter how well it works and how much it makes sense, it is still only an idea by a human and ever-biased mind, God is Truth, the Truth we may never reach. God is what we are suppose to aspire to as so we do not close our minds but become aware of the possibilities of reality, which are in fact infinite, if we aspire to this Infinity, then this Infinity will be our hernest desire, and the standard by which our minds decide how to answer our prayers. Whether God has a conscious mind, that is such a strange question it is like He does and He doesnt; He doesnt because all Infinity is, is a standard that we are suppose to aspire to, and our minds will give us the blessing of reaching it; and He does have a conscious mind in the sense that Infinity and the Unknown is in our minds, working through it in our terms, but we really should not degrade Infinity to terms of consciousness or unconsciousness. Infinity if anything would only be greater than anything than we can imagine, so consciousness just becomes another superficial factor, like asking if God is African or yellow skinned, God is so over those things, that asking if God has a consciousness or not is such a strange question, specialy when you think about how consciousneess is only a figment, a creation of the human mind. God is everything greater than anything, Infinity, and just because it may not be conscious in terms of humanity, it does not mean that it would not understand us, but because it is Infinitely greater and Ever-present in even our reality, that it still understands and works through us. We do not understand Infinity, but it understands us, because we are in it, we are part of it, and it works through us.
So the point I was trying to make, is that depending on the honest desire, and our consideration for life, that we have had, and for the possibilities our reality, our honest considerations. Our mind will answer our prayers and desires according to what we consider reality to be, it will make your life an intricate puzzle that should lead you to your ultimate goal in the end. So it depends on the standard that our mind has, where it will take us within this Infinity. This is why not everyone will reach heaven, this is why some will die off and never know, and some will live an eternity in hell, this is why animals dont go to heaven, because they do not consider life and reality like we do (well, we really do not have a right to say, whether even the rocks can see us, since we have never been any of them before). And it may also turn out, that deep within the arrangement of our structure, since we all exist, we all aspire infinitly to Infinity. My point being that, I dont know, and I probably do not have a right to declare any of this because of the level of reality that it takes place in. And by level of reality I mean the amount of assumptions that we need to take as “facts” in order to understand it, or to create that reality.
So recap of today’s subject, our mind knows what to give us depending on the level of reality that our honest desires are in, and what possibilities we have taken into consideration.
And now thinking through all of this, then I listen to music which I thought was impressively meaningful in terms of content and subject, but now those things which they consider, which I once though were meaningful and beautiful, I now see it as vain as lust poetry. And how do you determine if it is I or the world that is becoming insane, and what does that matter in such a state as mine. If you think I am just going crazy, you can kill me, but you will all still be stuck in your reality which you know nothing of, and of course you know nothing of it, just ask God.
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