October 26, 2009

I wake up, and I am afraid, I actually wake up the second time and turn on the music homework, and when I see a girl I think positive, but I am still afraid, I can feel it, I dont know of what though.  Im sure it will show up, then I will have to deal with it, I hope I figure out how by by then.

Philosophy Romanticism class:  “the monologue in your head, its not you, its a combinaiotn of outtside influences, then you want the monologue to shut up so you can reveal the unique genious, so how do you shut up the monologue?”  I laughed because thats what I was trying to do the day before... “do you  sit there and say, ‘shut up’?”  the monologue goes away when you listen to the music, because when you hear the music, the monologue is irrelevant. 

Responsibility, how you Respond...