It is midnight, so when I talk about what just happened it happened in October 5, 2009. In October 4, 2009 I weent to mangroup wcf after work I got there at 8.5 pm. We were talking around the fire in the backyard and the guy said that the girls in the house were worshipping too loud and he couldnt hear, so someone went up to tell them to quite down. I thought it was a stupid thing, since this guy is discouraging the wonderful expressions that the girls were doing upstairs. But Im getting used to being around complainy people I guess, I was just dissappointed.
After man group Caleb said that the girls invited us to their room to pray. So some of us went, the rest went home. I went up there and so did other guys, One of the girls was talking t me saying that she wasnt herself and that it was good that I was there, and that she really liked me because I would believe her when she said that she was not herself. She was making motions as if prophecying as she told me all this. She carved out something out of me (with motions) and she said that I needed to keep it empty until she fills it. Anyways so the girls left and there were seven guys left in our the girls room. For some reason we decided to talk about fears, and I had tld them that I had just written about that about 2 days ago and that I figured something to get rid of fear. So they all went, telling their fears, after every twwo we prayed. Then I talked, and Matt had to leave.
Then we were invited to Ankeny field to join the girl’s dance party, we were invited by txt, Caleb couldnt find his shoes, so he was going to walk barefoot, but then we got a ride by the preacher from Journey. When we got to Ankeny they were all dancing and I wsa very happy to see that, then they talked too me as if prophecying, they told me to talk to the host that was being used. They said that the change started because of me, and I felt bashful, flattered, really? I felt so special. We danced and worshipped for so long. One of the girls left as she told me that we should talk more often. They also said that I was really important and that I shoulld not be afraid to do what He tells me. I forgot their exact words, but I remember telling them that I felt pressured because of that, like if there was alot of responsiibilty being laid on me, but I realized that God would help me whatever it was, and that I should have faith. A friend stayed, and he had lost his key. He was looking for it, and I told him not to fear, reminding him of my point in the speech. He stayed until the music ended, then one of the girls said I should pray, so I did, my friend pitched in, and we were conversing, once another girl got there, we were off for good, it was then when I saw my friend's key, upright. I went to go get it and I told my friend, “you know how I know its time for you to go?” He asked and I showed him the key, he was excited. After wards I stayed up doing homework, I started at 1 am of oct 5.
Then that oct 5, the day was so busy I did not get to nap to make up for the lack of sleep, at 9 I went to Large group and we talked about miracles and healings. Afterwards we went to Ankeny for one last worship song, in a circle, when I danced inside the circle, I felt all of my surface vibrating, we had just talked about the presence of the Lord overwhelming us, I was losing my balance while I was dancing, after the song I wanted to share something, and I gave a speech on the consistent and selfless Truth. I wanted to say more but the Intervarsity leader Interrupted “thank you Jimmy... Thank You Jimmy.” So I felt as if I was done, but I wasnt.
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