Tuesday, October 27, 2009

October 27, 2009

So I am having trouble focusing on an action or thinking about a certain event, because then I will ignore my imagination, or I am filtering out possibilities, so this brings up questions, what is the open and the focused perspectives for... and this brings up an idea, the open you see a “gleam of light” then you ffocus in on it...  So this brings up questions, does your mind  have to be closed when focused? What are the characteristics of the “gleam of light” and how does it make the body react?   Maybe the focus is so that a person can work with prejudice... what the hell? How is this ever helpful? Maybe leftovers from our animal nature. the only reason why we would need to use prejudice to guide us would be if we couldnt hear the voice of God, but we cant hear the voice of God because of our prejudice... therefore prejudice came first (think about it for yourself, it does indeed flow... And here again is apparent another example the fall of creation).

Ok so here is a thought:the prophesying girl and them are all concerned about they are sure, and they believe that I have a particular purpose here, even last semester they mentioned such...  So I was checkiing out this girl, such a sweet pretty, then there was this guy who gave her a hug, and so I was like, look at that, she doesnt need me, I am not needed here, my purpose here is nothing... then I used my imagination, and said, yea, I am not needeed here, since this place is SOOO perfect (sarcasm), there is nothing I can do here, gosh I should just leave.  And the sarcasm implies that this place is indeed not perfect, if I dont like it, if there are inhibitions limitations, unnecessary, all these things that I dont cant explain, and guys having trouble getting a girlfriend I mean cmon... what shit-hole this is? Anyways, so I use my imagination, and please do, appreciate other aspects. And even the aspect that they dont need me, but not get stuck on any one. Use imagination constantly.

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