November 9, 2009

Oh and then I did end up kissing her on the forehead..

Index: I have thought about this before but now I found a better way to explain it... different levels understanding smething, example: physical level, atomic level, subatomic level, quantum level... so someone may see a wall, another may see bricks, snother may see  atoms, another may see energy, and since space and time are connected, another may see a wall taking up this amount of time.. another example: psychological level, chemical level, biological level, (biological, cognitive, neuro, humanistic, behavioral, psychoanalisys, psychodynamic, psychotherapy) and spiritual level... so someone may see someone with overriden brain connection neuron shootings whatever, another may see a result of anxiety, another may see utter confusion at its worst,another may see a seizure, another may see a demon possesion, and just because they are different ways to understand it does not mean any of them are necessarily false, they are just different approaches, each one has its own explanation, and because of each’s explanation they all have their own way to deal with it.  Some use medicine, others split the brain in half, others suggest relaxation techniques, others use prayer and casting out demon, sometimes, some work, somtimes others dont,  sometimes to some extent, sometimes they make it worst, sometimes you live with a scar, sometimes the person dies, sometimes it isnt done right, sometimes a person has more faith in one method than another.  Jesus and the apostles use to cast out fevers as if they were demons, the boy who was possessed and shook violently, as if the demon tried to throw him into the fire, or drown him in water. Could be explained, as maybe the water ad fire triggered some sort of anxiety that lead to a seizure, nonetheless Jesus healed him using the method of faith.  Sometimes people see the negative environment a gossip creates, without ever noticing the person that gossips, they only notice the effects, sometimes they even notice when the negative environment began, without considering that this was the time when they had their doors open, without considering that they had put a sign outside that attracted this gossip, sometimes they only notice certain things without considering the other worlds that would explain these things in a different way.  Sometimes one nnotices that they gett depressed, without considering what they had eaten, sometimes they even notice when they started getting depressed and that it must have been because of some drug they took, without considering that the drug would have certain effects on their brain that would lead some demons  of indulgence in, sometimes they can see the effects, their addiction and the neuro-elements that explain addiction without considering the sign that they put outside by taking such drug, that openned the doors and that attracted demons of misbehavior, of pride, numbness and selfishness.  Gives them a hard heart, in other ways of understanding (in other words), an insensitive ego.

But one must deny the use of ockhams razor that reduces everything to one possibility, one perspective, one approach, one explanation, and nothing else.

Middle: why children are special, they can see thinngs grown ups cant because no one has told them what to think and how the world works.  When they grow up they are told what is real and what may not, or shouldnt be real, before that, they allow themselves to see things because they know not better, they move in ways (and they think things) we consider preposterous, but then they learn how the world works, we shut their eyes, and just in case they may open them sometimes, we tell them to ignore what they see because it is not real.  We tell them how the world works, and just in case they may see an angel anyways, we tell them its only their imagination.

Pinky: Michelle’s case of micro-culture... TO forgive children, as innocent as they are,,, ok so michelle gave me a bad look, or she just has an bad attitude (my 2 year old niece), and I think, well with a girl like thaat, with a person like that, I should treat her just like any other person, of any other age... (well from what I learned I learned i had to treat every other person of any age like I treated her...) anyways, so she has a bad attitude, ignorant, her will must be done, a brat basically, or she just gives me a mean look for no reason, just because she feels like it, but the next moment, she is playful with me, and wanting what I have... is there a point in reminding her of her faults? Should I regulate her behavior? Maybe the sudden change in attitude reflect that she never really feels like she rejects me, but its just her way, of communicating playfulness, like if I had to test someone’s temper before I began to trust them with it.  An so I shouldnt judge those who have a heavy temper with me, maybe its just the way they get a long... and that goes for everyone, who butthurts me,, I will not be butthurt, I will play along...???

 Ring:  Time of Crisis in the times of Christ, after christs death I imagined something like this going on, somehting that was not written in the gospels but as the christian movement started to spread so did the demonic movement, one against thhe other, confusing, defiling, creating the imperfections that we now call modern christianity...

Thumb: two aspects using the pentecostal church as an example.  This is about how one comes to accept with happiness someone who gives money, not because he is money bhungry, but because the money happen to lighten up his mood, and so he accepts better the rich person... I guess the lesson here is, your mood should not depend on money,, hm simpler than I thought.