Sunday, November 15, 2009

November 15, 2009

Index:  People here are craving for a change, they want a revolution a renewal, but they need to learn to accept change... there are 2 ways that you can react to change, you can accept it, or you can reject it...I feel like this is my “purpose”, God help me...  its perfect timing, they await my words, let it be done.. let the change come..

Middle: learn how to dance, be connnected with what is going on outside, be aware of your surroundings and let it be part of you, learn how to “dance” with the situations of your life, everything has a bright side, act by it... do not reject the new music, that comes in, but learn an interpretation

How to open our minds? Interpretation, there is the immediate, (not the “in time”), then you interpret itagain and again, against what you believe, figure out all possibilities.. not only agains, but for and against what you are feeling, and sideways and more..

Ring:  Awkward expresions, like the shameful acts that you do, that girls think it may be shameful to be seen in, but that I so much love.  I need to start acting like my perfect partner... doing things that everyone else may think its shameful but to her its a calling,, I need to act I need to expose myself,, out of me will come out the truth, into others, will come in stories depending on their filter..

Pinky: Why I follow God always, over everything... I want sex? God is the God of sex and knows evrerything about it... I want drugs and trips, God knows the best and has the best trips.. I meann God is the God of life He knows everything about it and what we look for and how to satisfy our desires best..  I want to be afraid, and have excitement? You bet God can do this,, I want to feel corrupted to experience what its like and why I should avoid it? I ask God to send me into despair, but to keep me on a leash of hope..




Thumb:: ??? I forgot.. Im sure itll come to me again.

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