Benefits, of existing: naturally, good things will happen by exposing the truth. Because people tend to think that they must keep silence if everyone else is silent, but this is not the case... What about gossip? What about judgementalness? These fall under, the fact of risking of shutting someone up... something you dont want to do... so it should be addressed, I want you to know that you must not shut up (feel threatened) by what I say, even if I mean it as a threat. This also addresses active forgiveness, where someone tells you to go away, but you love them to their face instead, not to make them feel bad, but to encourage them to talk, and taking your right to not feel threatened. Both considered. Do not shut up around me... and also what I really want to know for people to open up around me... how do I let others know that they shall not feel threatened around me?
Also I want to know what symbols and sign to pay attention to (oh and the questions to ask), to measure the opennes of a person. Sharing, staring,
And also the red shirt business (will probably naturally be adressed by the flow?)
We are going through infinite amounts of infinitely small spaces, the result is, we are not always here. We exist and not. We are going through infinite amounts of infinitely small moments. The result is, we are in times that are not felt.This is what I thought about when I was kid, reality that we live in, because of this, is infinite, and if its true that it is not infinite, that this world is pixelated, then it is not perfect, it is not legitimite enough, it is not real enough. Reality, Perfect Reality, is Infinite, not pixelated.
I found two rings today, at seattle shore, aaaia now consider it a sign.
I was walking, in seattle, city people, so am I threatened? No but I am not doing anything, maybe I need motivation forward, or maybe I still have backward inhibitions. I think it works either way, if you are motivated forward, you are automatically getting rid of inhibitions backwards, and vice versa. Ok so supposedly, I had no inhibitions, but now what I thought. No body looked, no one would care. I looked and everybody minds their own business? And?... I had forgotten, (so I smile and nothing else happens, I am like a Utopian citizen that everybody just ignores) the other rules, the other elements that composse life, expression. Ah yes, expression, how would that help? What if I expressed completely and everyone still ignored, what would that mean? What would it make of my mission?
I have to be careful to not make anyone feel threatened... what is it that threatens people? How do I know this of each individual? What they have gone through, what their situation is, even if I smmile at them, they may perceive it as a threat. How do I know what not to do with each person?
I bet there is a risk factor for this, and how every morining we wake up, and take the risk to get off our bed and live everyday.
A semi-universal language:
The Universal language is God, our languages are only assumptions, and the counter-example against any human-made so-called “universal language” is the file on..\My Words\Completion (What we know)\What if\What if.People.docx...
So there is not such human universal language, even smiles can be read, and interpreted and can lie. But there are assumptions that we make, and we must remember our assumptions to realize that we do not know Truth, and that we can be wrong.
So here are the assumptions:
That a person does as he would be ok with being done unto: that a person lives up to the standards that they hold up or expect of others... this may depend on positions of power and representation (example, an adulterous person may still expect a preacher to not be adulterous, but this person would be ok if a person of his own status, her in her own position, were to be found adulterous) people tend to judge others in situations that is unknown to them, when they think they can imagine what it is like to be in that situation, so they think they know others, and they judge wrongfully due to the lack of information.
And this makes me feel disappointed, hopeless, overwhelmed at the amount of wrong judgement and misunderstanding in this life, I feel oppressed, threatened. I shouldnt, why not? I want to not threaten others, I am threatened thhat they may be threatened... so what now?
What is the nature of a threat?:
Ok so because I am assuming that others “must” live up to their own standards, then I could learn what they expect from me, by observing them. OR assuming that a person A, sees you as a type of person B, ten you can learn what person A expects from person B, by observing.
The most straight out approach is to talk, but if you seem dishonest, your words may not do the trick.
Have a panic plan... (even though you should never panic, it is a sin to panic)
I was staring at this girl, she noticed, she swithced her rings, we had time alone, I said nothing, I had found her name interesting, “Yitka”, but I didnt ask her, because I panicked, forgot, didnt think of anything. So when I am interested, I should naturally find what interest me, but I dont keep it in mind, I forget them, though I should ask them outloud, at the time when they come, give them no chance to leave. I need to practice this, or just remembering until the right moment.
Today we went to go look for my friend’s sweater, his girlfriend drove, he was passanger, me in the back, he was having a “weird” moment. And we were making a wreck with his girlfriend, she would normally be frustrated or annoyed. I got on top of the car and knocked on the windows, reactions were... idk priceless? I guess... anywyas, she parked, drivers changed whiole I went to go look for his puffy... my friend was now driving through the bushes, I went on the mound and stared at the headlights as the car faced me. As they were coming close I found the jacket. I through it in the back seat and got on top of the car, and he rode fast on the bumpy puddles; bouncing and wetness, wind, blue night sky, clouds and moonlight, cold and getting colder, mud on the car, splashed into my mouth, “are you alright?”, “GOOOO!!!” *Bump bUmP bbumP, “YEAH!! ThATS IT!!” then we visited his friend but I convinced her to stay in the car with me, to see what would happen.
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