Ive said this before: that I have had the thought that all that mankind wants to do is to prove or see the accomplishment of Truth; this means Life, and is also Meaning. There are times in which their ignorance is exposed to them, and when ignorance is exposed what they see is Truthlessness; and when this happens, people can either, find ways to ignore the ignorance, or find a way to see through their ignorance. With “paying attention” you see more, and with it comes meaning and satisfaction. Desires come only from wanting to accomplish a fantasy, to straighten some beliefs. When one “pays attention” one doesnt just hide the puzzle pieces under the rug and pretend the puzzle is complete, but one searches out the missing pieces, along as they figure out where they go. And so all I need to do is listen to the Truth that my self is trying to admit, all anyone needs to do to feel free is to know that they have admitted the Truth.
Sometimes it seem as if I have two goals: that of peace of mind, and that of continuous inspiration; although my theory tells me that these to goals are actually one, but my experience right now doesnt seem so, it seems I am being pulled apart, seeking for inspiration, and settling into satisfaction; but I bet this dichotomy is only another illusion produced by fear; that desire/fear which urges me forward is the same desire/fear that holds me back. It seems that I should not be passive with this goal I have, but of course, I should not be desperate either.
I think I know why there is a feeling of disconnection when I “pay attention”, I think it means I am letting go of necessity; or the feeling that an external symbol means “something” and so something inevitable must happen. This must is what makes one feel bound to a moment, a “must” feeling, a feeling of being deprived of freedom. Im not sure if this is right; or at least, how and why “paying attention” produces a feeling of disconnnection.
Have no laws... we are so used to working with laws in our lives, we dont even know when we are doing it. But me telling you to have no laws, is like me commanding you to be free. We should not even have this suggestion as a law, because even if we only make this one law “to have no laws”, we would be watching out, and staying away from things that look like laws; (I have written before, that, a person only fears one thing, and everything that they happen to connect with the thing they fear, and therefore...) If we make the law to “have no laws”, what will inevitably follow is making laws against anything that reminds us of laws; and before you know it, we will be living our lives under the slavery of laws, just what we were trying to avoid. Its the same concept of “protecting one’s freedom” or “securing one’s freedom”. Our society has gone so far down the path to “secure our freedom” when there is no such preposturous shit. Freedom is not meant to be secured, it is meant to be free.
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