I was listening to this book, in it said something about physicists saying that every little movement we make affects all the atoms of the rest of the universe. This thought bothered me, it bothered me because it was coming from a second source and not from me. It bothered me that it was not coming from me because I did not know what kind of state of mind I would have to be in so that I could see that. As I thought about this, I realized that it had crossed my mind, but I had not articualated it, I have felt it before. I have felt how every little thing I do, no matter how small, it matters, and nothing is done without affecting the whole universe for ever; this is one of the things that comes along with the priviledge of existing, you are marked in the Book as “existing” FOREVER, at least for now.I felt like everything was perfect, now trying to figure out what this feeling is, I thought about how something that matters is because meaningful. What I am trying to explain now, is this feeling I had: its like nothing that I do is a waste of time, because everything is meaningful, everything has a positive effect, or everything is perfect, because everything is meaningful.
2 Timothy 3:17 – I’ve noticed that people dont believe that they can achieve perfection anymore, maybe its just because Maherin questions my goal.
I’ve been paying attention how, paying attention to the self, may be what I am looking for, that feeling of waking up, when one receives an epiphamy, its when they refelct in their own life and situation. They add meaning to their present, not necessarily by a certain action, but by realization, either way there is a change in one’s life, its meaningful and thats all that matters; it does not matter what it looks like on the surface, if its meaningful, its satisfying.
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