A time comes around when someone’s life obsession loses its meaning and all of a sudden everything they have worked for their whole life is now empty.
yea, thats what happens when your eyes fall short from seeking the Ultimate Fantasy, the Undying desire of every living being. In simple terms, this Unknown goal is the Most-High God, and Math is nothing but a lower god. The fulfillment in the end, is common for all, Truth and Fantasy, basically Utter AWESOMENESS, the spark that makes us live is a yearning for us to make Love to Life, to rape it and become God. My interest in philosophy is because of this, so far I have only figured out the Meaning of Life, Now I am trying to figure out how to obtain it Completely. I’ll let you know what its like when I am in full likeness of God, or probably not, since God seems to not give a damn sometimes... aha aha ahahahah.
Some stuff that I wrote down over spring break but lost:
1) What is the meaning of Life?
But why do we even look for meaning? Because meaning is Life.
The spark of life in us, is evidence that our inner-most desire is to live fully...
So how do we live fully? Mankind searches for meaning in life.
When life SEEMS to have become meaningless, it SEEMS that there is no “life” in living.
Why do we search for meaning in life?
The Meaning of Life is Meaning itself, our purpose is to see Meaning in its Infinity, the purpose of Life is for us to Live Fully... but since sin, cowardice has blinded us by making us fear the Infinite aspects of this Reality. Mankind would rather not see the Truth: to them, it is gruesome, they reject Truth with hate and disgust. The answer to this is Love, the more you Love and the more you accept and listen to, the more Life/Meaning you let in. The more you open your heart to the Infinite and Unknown aspects of Life the more you are at peace with Reality.
2) I think I forgot the rest
God = the Lulz?
I think what is holding back from moving forward in this again is because I am not accomplished. But I must understand that just because I have not ascended, does not mean I am lost... well I am lost, but the point is that I was not ascended in highschool and neither was I last week. The porblem is that I get discouraged because though I have felt God’s love in great ways, I have not ascended and I have not seen God’s face, I am discouraged because I only went so far, and I am worried that I will always only go “so far.” I need to figure out what spot I am in and move from there instead of trying to guess the end, work on the present.
Anyways so, the question that inspired me was: would you do such and such for “God” and you must think about all that God is that those things that youthink should not exist actually belong, and so what? And you should let it be and... well Im obviously missing something.
So, sometimes I let it be and sometimes I dont... why?
God = the Ultimate Fantasy
Its not about doing, its about being (changing your lifestyle... written about in 2009 diary), to match the accomplishment of your fantasy, an affirmative “would you be willing” is an admitting (realization) of the potential reality, true confession brings satisfaction and manifestation.
Think of all the things you can be, if you just let it loose not mind anything in free-spiritness. Go ahead and let your mind go wild with dreams... and before you know it those dreams will come true.
Its not about doing what you want for there to happen, its about being what you want there to be.
When you “be” instead of “do,” it is ever-fulfilling, instead of just fixing an instance, you take care of future possibilities as well. Accomplishment by actions depends on the manifestation that take place (surface). Accomplishment by “being” depends on the potential that your spirit carries and continually addresses the possibilities (for as long as you have it). What do you want to accomplish?
A fantasy greater than yourself, the Ultimate Fantasy (instead of lower mundane fantasies).
I think it all extends from not wanting stuff to be true. When you cant stand things being true, the mind goes to extreme and confusing measures to try and deny, destroy, and whatever it takes to get rid of it from your mind, but never the Universe.
Accept and do not deny whatever comes, do not deny Truth. In here we call it “confession”you confess to (all of) Reality, your name and your state, not necessarily everybody will know, (since its not about what happens, its about the possibilities of the spirit) but you should be able to let it flow freely, and “be proud” of your nature.
To accept something: hold the yearning for the Ultimate Fantasy always in your heart, the Meaning of Life, the reason why we were born, the purpose that is porclaimed from the beginning of existence is to BE. Hide and kill nothing, be ashamed of nothing, everything that happens is a Beauty of Life. DO you yearn for life, are you not glad there is happiness, joy, openness, and the gruesome extremes of thoughts and sensation? Would you do it for the sake of Life, God, Meaning, Fantasy, Infinity, Unknown? You know damn well that when you accept Reality only good can come, sometimes you dress it with evil, but there is no sense in denying Truth.
See how your situation (and anything that may come out of it... any possibility) plays into and belongs in with Reality.
Faith that you have even better fantasies than what you want and are at your disposal, no matter what it turns out to be. The nice thing about acceptance is that it pays off immediately.
When you say that you cant do something, say instead: I can’t be the one who does (so and so), instead of saying that you can’t be such person, realize you: already are/have always been. How you have always been accepting what you fear.
Permission to go in through the gates of the Unknown
is in realizing that you have been inside all along,
to know that God has always loved and has never left your side.or probably not, since God seems to not give a damn sometimes... aha aha ahahahah
To realize that you already are what you want to be,
And that the Fantasy that you seeks you, makes you completely Free.
Whether you try to hide the Truth or not, it always Is, ever-present. You hide the truth because of certain things that you are afraid of, but these certain things are also True even if they are not outwardly manifested. If you are ashamed of commiting a crime, it does not matter how much you hide it, it is still True, it does not matter if others know or not, their prejudice is in their spirit even if they see no reason to expose it. People that keep secrets out of fear of being rejected, are already being rejected as they have not the freedom to confess and be accepted, rejection is always there whether it is outwardly manifested or not, so there is no point in hiding from it, there is no point in fearing it. Let the Truth be manifested, fear it not, and from what is exposed you will find the Great and Unclouded will of God.
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