April 25, 2010

We need not be afraid of death, for we are immortal.  For this God that we live under, is eternal.

We must first learn to live without it, so that we learn the full advantage of having it, and the freedom of losing it.

Its been working, but I dont know how to describe what I am doing, maybe there is no description, or maybe I just dont know.  I would like to say that I am not being afraid of anything, but I am also not afraid to be afraid, but at the same time I am letting myself be afraid.  I would like to say that I am not going along with my fears, but I am going along with them, at the same time I am disregarding them; I am disregarding them though I am giving them what they want.  I would like to say that I am trying to feel satisfied in every present time in my life, but I also crave disatisfaction, and that craving is disatisfaction already.

God = Peace

You must discover the True value of Love, Peace, Truth...  but these are not what society imagines them to be.  You must first discover what True Love, True Peace, and True Truth are.

God is Peace.  Peace can be energetic, it does not have to be smooth; Peace can be violent, it does not have to be calm.  Peace can be found in confusion, conflict and in hatred,but if you don’t have Peace while doing these, then you have not found It.  Peace is not portrayed by everyone on the Earth holding hands in harmony and happiness; this is how peace is mundanely portrayed.  But this portrayal is not all worthless, but we must pay attention to what the picture is communicating to our subconscious; if we carry the picture of “peace”  in our heart we will find that: everyone of those people in that picture are every aspect of Life and every emotion and perspective anyone could ever experience (even hatred and fear), and they are all holding hands in harmony.  Therefore, in our dimension, we can look at an earth that is just like ours, and still find Peace.Therefore, we will remain in hell, until we see Heaven on earth; until we give up our pride, our throne of “self-righteousness”; and our prejudice about God’s will, the pain that we inflict on ourselves to try to prove how imperfect God is.  In other words, until we give up doing the work of Satan.