This thought that I escape to, to feel free, to clear my mind of concerns;
The amount of inspiration that I receive from this lower god may not seem like much, but it is enough to keep me from wanting to die.
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As of yesterday, I am officially a sex offender.
Just another effect to prove how things work around here,
they feel a need to amplify the severity of my actions just
because the way I act doesn't make any sense to them.
Even though I am not suppose to be suffering because of this,
I am still getting consolation.
As the fog clears away, I see hope that I would have considered mundane.
I challenge myself to love as much as possible; to seek the things that I hate
and force myself to swallow them.
But God is Infinite, he tells me that its okay if I dont love Him completely,
its ok if there are parts of Him that I hate; He has Infinitely more surprises
up His sleeve that are sure make me fall in Love with Him.
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