April 28, 2010

Today I had a significant sceneraio:

Blindfolded people eating rotten plums, some were less rotten than others, there were perfectly good and delicious plums in crates by the wall, but the rotten ones were on the table.

This is what it means:

The blindfolded people explain why they cant see.  They eat the rotten plums, some are less rotten than others, but they are all disgusting.  They have not gotten used to the taste, but have forgotten what good plums taste like; therefore they live half-heartedly.  Some know about the perfectly good plums in the crates, but they dont say anything as they eat the rotten plums, but they are worried that they will always have rotten plums.  So they eat them in order to get rid of them, so that they wont have to eat rotten plums ever again.  But as they finish the rotten plums, the plums that were perfectly good become spoiled with time; and the perfectly good plums become as distant as a fantasy, an unrealizable dream.

What this means:

The answer to the problem is to forget the rotten plums, and rejoice in what you have.  The rotten plums are secondary solutions to our problems.  We choose to satisfy ourselves with sacrifice, because we do not believe that we can be happy with what we have and what we have reaped unless we get rid of what has been spoiled.  We have adopted the habits of worms instead of letting the worms get their share of food.  We do not treat ourselves like and we do not believe that we are human beings; we do not even believe that human beings were meant to eat perfectly good plums.  Because of this, we will never eat the perfectly good plums, though they are at our reach; we choose to try and solve our problem of not eating good plums by eating (to solve the problem,) rotten plums (what does not satisfy our spirit,) though it will only produce more problems (more rotten plums), so that our perfect state (satisfying ourselves healthily) becomes a fantasy (and do not believe anyone that says that they have tasted a good plum, but rather look down on them for saying such a thing).  Eating a perfectly good plum now becomes unreal, and someone who has said that they have, will be shamed for... for making us think about the fact that we have been eating rotten plums for nothing.  And because we do not want to believe this, we put them to shame; so that we dont have to be ashamed.  The price one has to pay to eat a good plum is none, but those that have been feeding on rot believe it to be high, and when someone tries to eat a good plum they do not want to give up their belief and accept that they have wasting their lives, they are terrified of this; so they try their hardest to make those who go after the good plums believe that there is a high price to pay.  In this way they not only curse themselves but they curse whoever listens to them.  This is true of anyone who has accepted the spirit of the Accuser.  For so long they have lived with suffering that they have forgotten even the possibility of tasting the good plums; and they consider the act to be Unholy, they consider it an abomination to be a True Human being, one that does not suffer, one so healthy that it does not pain him to sacrifice.  For so long they have suffered that they think it is a disgrace to not suffer.

They say the world would be a better place if we just didnt exist... but we do; and we inevitably even exist in you.