She was presented to me with a veil over her face, behind that veil, mysteries of love and disgrace, and I chose her, for who she was, I loved her completely, and whatever her mysteries may turn out to be. She was a killer, and Im in danger, I am her lover, I am her slave, she does as she pleases and I love her for it. From the beginning I knew, what I got myself into, she need not coerce me or trick me with lies, she did not even tempt me with a goal, but I loved her, for all the pain I knew she would cause. Her Beauty is not only in part, and it does not fade away, but things you would think break my heart, are the reasons why I gave her my gaze. I accepted this daze. There are things about her, that I may never know, and may be secrets that I would not comprehend, but I would never take back the decision I made, I love all parts of her, I worship her.
Love Life’s Unknowness. Love everyone’s and everything’s mystery, those awesome mystery and potential for destruction and love. Love them for it, dont deny any of their possible flaws because you would be lying to yourself about how you are living your life. Accept that Life is Wonderful, and get out of bed to experience her Wonders, so that she can drive you insane with her Beauty.
How do you love? Well, you ask yourself if you would love her? If your answer is no, then you are forever screwed, and doing nothing wont help. If your answer is yes, then you must love her completely. There is no middle ground, middle ground is when you pretend she is something she is not. Not only do you not love her, but what you love does not even exist.
Living takes risks. Before you were born, these risks were addressed, you considered and accepted. Now drink the cup you claimed. You were told that to look inside this box you would have to enndure such pain, and you bravely, and carelessly accepted; like you did not mind as long as you experienced a bit of Truth of this mystery. a yearning for us to make Love to Life, to rape it and become God. My interest in philosophy is because of this, so far I have figured out the Meaning of Life, now I am only trying to figure out how to obtain it Completely. Ill let you know what its like when I am in full likeness of God, or probably not, since God seems to not give a damn sometimes... aha aha ahahahahYou were told what it was and you still wanted it, for what it was. Not because you thought it would be something else, but because you wanted everything that it offered, you chose this Life, and you anticipated all the pain, excitement, and confusion it would put you through, you wanted this. Now love it as your wife, Unconditionally. Whether she is true to you or not, you must stay true to her, you have accepted her and all her mysteries. Those mysteries you love, this is what you loved, this is what you are now obliged to keep on loving.
This is Life and you love hher for her mysteries, you do not wish she was “flawless”, because even if these “flaws” were the only thing you were offered; you, in your desperate loneliness in the non-existant, would have still accepted her as your bride. Therefore I dont just live through these “flaws” but I live FOR them; that’s how much I love her.
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