Ok but for some reason, i wasnt able to think of this, I mean I probably did think of this, but it wouldnt work for some reason... I think it was because I was bound by the laws of others, making their obsessions my own, for their sake. Like I would never care about the fact that Rebelde split up, some kids killed themselves over them, I think its ridiculous and unnecessary, but what I did here is that I sympathized with them, their focus became mine, their ignorance I included, and so after considering the greater life, and God I went back to their little world because I felt it was wrong to leave them alone like that. Anyways, so I am not living under anyones laws, not for their sake, if they want me to live under their rule, they will have to show me their growth in reflection of their world... until then I will live under my reflection of God. The way that I am acting, it reminds me of the characteristics of a self-indulgent person, I wonder why...
Something I did yesterday, I looked at a flyer for people who wanted a singer in a band,, influences were punk.. so I contacted.. they responded.
“Red heart” by Paul D. facing your shame, do the things that make you ashamed to come close to the door to unlock the truth, many times we dont want to unlock it, because it means giving up our truth.
So I was afraid of this thought, I got a couple of days ago, someone can be i denial without knowing it... this is what negative emotions are all about. When we truly understand reality, we will never shed a tear of sadness, never have to vent out anger.
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