Today, a co-worker told me that she didnt want anything to do with me other than work. As I observe these such things in people, I conclude that people are just insecure sometimes and there is nothing wrong with that, it just happens to everybody, even in a jury for a death penalty, the people making judgements are people with sin in their eyes, it is everywhere, there is nothing wrong with me, I am ok. So Im not afraid of people if I just remember this (I dont think its complete, but lets just say that even if this allows me to not be afraid of people...), I am still not able to Love All, as this rule does not address physical objects and infinite meanings. So if I could just remember this rule I will not be afraid anymore of people, what if before I figure out how to love at will, I just figure out reasons to love absolutely everything I see, and then I wont have any space to figure out how to love at will. So I will need something to be afraid of, so I will either have to forget, or learn how to reject at will.
I think a good experiment would be to look at things that I already love and see why I love them, or try to hate and love things at will and observe the what causes the change.
Besides I am already forgetting the rule... but still its been a while since I found out that love was the answer, and I still havent figured out how to do it, though I have experienced it over and over again. I am starting to get anxious.
Dream: I had a thing stuck between my teeth that was holding it apart a centimeter.
Methods:
Write love every where
Know that God loves you.
See God in everything that happens,
Take every event as a gift from God with love... yes everything is a wonder.
What if someone sees wrong in me? Something that I also may be ashamed of? Or I dont want to appear dumb in their eyes?
Think of something that you admire... now think that it is shameful... now think about something that you initially think it is shameful... who is the one that should be ashamed, the one that brings things into existence? Or the one wanting existence to fade?
The final moral is, live and let these wonders live on as well: rejection, hatred, death, let them live. These are God’s wonders as well, the Great Creator.
Symbol theory
Subconscious portrayal
Inside meaning
Miracles of God explained are not miracles anymore...
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