On the subject of “why I can’t get laid” (or rather, why I won’t get laid), and it being the case that my behavior reflects my belief that girls are asexual; this subject came to mind as I was watching “Family Guy”. There was a scene where Louis admits that she is aware that Bryan wants to have sex with her, to which she responds by saying that she “won’t let him” (In a mocking manner!!). Normally I would use such a scene to reinforce my belief, but instead I thought, “Would I ever do the same? If so, in what case?” Then I realize that there is, in fact, a situation in which I would respond in this way: if I felt no connection whatsoever to the other person; or something like, if I thought that they only thought that they were interested in me when they were only interested in an aspect that I would grant, but that did not really involve anything that I thought I represented.Because I would not want to let some smug think they have accomplished something that they have not really accomplished. Looking back at all of this, I realize that not only do I have the capability of understanding the contradictive behavior of the opposite sex, but that I also endorse in similar behavior.Then there are other aspects of this that have to do with understanding and satisfaction or whatever whatnot; the point is that this is actually a course of action of which I completely approve of, so why the hell didn’t I make the connection? Why did I rather spend time pist and confused? Two words, general psychopathy.
The similarity of each behavior should allow me to have full and immediate understanding of the second person, but there a disconnection which may be due to a past traumatic event. It should be as easy as look and see, but something is obstructing my vision. When one is not able to relate to others, to have empathy, it is called psychopathy; prevalence of misunderstanding between human beings shows that it is normal for the human race to suffer from psychopathy, a milder type of psychopathy than that of obvious psychopaths. The reason why I lack this empathy is because I do not even understand myself, if I understood myself I would be able to tell what I feel in others.
But human beings are not the only thing that human beings lack empathy towards.There is the case of matter as well. What if I were to achieve being able to communicate with matter? It would be like telepathy or telekinesis.
Me: that’s freaking absurd, the only reason you are able to understand human beings is because you are a human being, and therefore have the capability to think like one, that is the only reason you can empathize with them. You cannot understand inanimate matter because you are not inanimate.
I: prejudice does not allow you to see that even though you are a human being you are also made from inanimate matter itself.
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