What happened to you? You used to be so happy all the time?
I went through a process that people seem to call “growing up.”
I am thinkning about how to not feel remorse towards other people, to not blame them for things that happen or how I live my life, how to be free from their influence. Im thinkning of the tension I feel towards my co-worker, but really its not her fault. I am thinking about the dichotomy that gets created when sin comes into our souls, there is only a difference between right and wrong when sin is manifested, there it creates a dichotomy. In this dichotomy there is a possibility for either good or evil. My co-worker fell into evil, but she is not to blame, it happens to everybody, it happened to me when I began to feel this tension. And as I begin to see it as she is not to blame, I feel more free. If I think that eerything is my fault, I dont worry about blaming others, about thinking if they are right or wrong, I am just concerned about how things turn out for me and how I feel about them. After all, everything that happens is my fault, there are certain things that are invited by me without my conscious mind knowing, all that is said by the problems I have is that I just need to figure out life, there is more that I need to learn. It is my fault that she does not understand, everything that happens is a reflection of my deepest desires, everything outside of me is influence my the details of how I move the way I feel, the chemicals that my body eminates, the color of the aura that surrounds my spirit. Since I have no one to blame, the fact that I cant blame anyone for my failures says that I depend on no one, since I depend on no one there is no way in which I am in debt to no one, I am responsible for my own actions; now let me take responsibility.
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