I am afraid of leaving Whitman, because I would be leaving behind the torment I’ve been using to force me to wake up… this entry is used to come up with ways to see my imperfection without the use of Whitman.
Whenever I am concerned about things being perfect. I know for sure that its not, since I am trying to fix it. But what if things are not perfect and I am still unconcerned?, this is why I am afraid of leaving Whitman…
Whenever I want something, whenever there is a twitch in my eye. It means I am blind.
(Putting on socks with pliers)
The most effective way to accomplish something is to it’s already accomplished.
Whenever I think of a way in which things could be better. Whenever I am not as satisfied as I could be, whenever I think…
I do not need to go to hell to find the hidden light anymore, what comes in degres is always relative. I am already in hell!
I am afraid of being ignorantly blind, because then I won’t look for anything better. But it’s not about the pain; I could be in hell and still not believe it can get any better.
Whenever I seek to change rather than to understand, whenever I think to understand, though I am unsatisfied.
Whenever I am no completely intact with reality, whenever I even think so, creates dissatisfaction that I know I must overcome.
Whenever I think I must overcome something, then I must overcome it.
Even in the slightest of signs, let conflict attract your attention.; it deserves it since its existence is a result of your ignorance.
But always look towards the light; do not be satisfied ever with your lack of happiness. True satisfaction does not lack happiness.
Whenever I have given up in searching for something higher, whenever I have closed myself up without…
Whenever my curiosity spends any amount of time being unsatisfied, whenever I cling to things that are gone.
Whenever I forget the Almighty, that there is a hope for perfection; whenever I lose faith in the completeness of life, whenever I think the imperfection lies outside of me. Whenever I feel hesitant. Whenever I feel life must be a certain way and no other; whenever I exclude possibilities, either in theory or in practice, it means that I have lost hold of God.
Whenever I think some things are not worth it, whenever I fail to see beauty in certain things, whenever my sense of beauty is defiled by my will.
Whenever I seek to understand rather than allow myself to understand.
The best way to accomplish something is to let it happen.
Most importantly, whenever I believe that I can’t believe. Failing to believe in God; failing to have faith in perfection is a contradiction in itself… somehow, I forgot how.
When you see something that is “imperfect” it is because you think it should not exist (in any form), but it obviously does (even if only in your perception/imagination), and therefore you are contradicting yourself.
If I fear the things beyond my conception that may exist without my awareness, if I conceive of possibilities of myself being in bliss while ignorant, it is only because I am ignoring, deliberately, impossibly, avoiding things that I think should not exist, but that obviously do.
I must be open to anything new, if imperfection exists, even if only in my imagination, it means that by me calling it an imperfection, I am contradicting its existence.
Whatever I am trying to figure out, it is a lot likely to be a concept beyond what I am trying to address with these words.
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