Okay so Im trying to pay attention, not just when I lay down, but when I walk and do my stuff. I felt something ago, something like fantasies were being made as they were present: unlike when you watch t.v. fantasies are created but not accomplished, because “they are not real” they are on t.v., but mine were created in my life, and because my desires were created from what I was going through, they were being satisfied as they were created; this is what I felt.
Our inner-most desire is to appreciate the Truth. This is why we feel ashamed when we realize that we were wrong about something or someone, when we did not believe that something was possible, and yet the proof of our blindness is staring at us in the face. When we realize that we have been successfully deceived, when we realize that we have missed out on our chance because of our cursed ignorance. But this regret is only again the result of failing to appreciate the Truth, and the Infinite possibilities that show that you still have life. Most importantly, this means that we have to accept everything, and every possibility, denying not any truth, nor any disbelief. You cannot get rid of disbelief by disbelieving in disbelief. You cannot come up with the rule to look inside every phone booth for change, because I missed the checking for change that one time that there was, there is so much you are missing, and it is not always in the phone booth. You dont have to come up with laws for yourself to get rid of the possibility of losing, you have to get rid of laws that keep you from winning (in simpler terms, do not judge, by any for of appearance, but believe in the God of miracles).
No comments:
Post a Comment