June 3, 2010

Yesterday I was listening to “Sonny” by New Found Glory, an thinking about how I yearned to become one with God, to become one with Truth and Beauty.  My goal in life is to be completely alive.  Amen, to become one with this being, one with my true Love. 

And thinking about it in this way, I also allowed myself to reduce the concept to a more mudane love story of two lovers who are looking to do more for each other than live for the other.  They are so desperately in love with each other, and such dreaming spirits that they reach to become each other. 

They spend time with each other and when they are not with each other, they think about each other.  The love does not fade, but grows instead.  It grows stronger every day so that they must look for more ways to live.  Because of this they find ways to be with each other without actually being there, they are in each others dreams, and soon they learn supernatural ways of being with one another.  Out of their yearning they get a taste of their new goal, to be each other, or out of a dream, or vision, or message.  They live their love life in supernatural levels.  They are so happy together.  After a chain of visions they decide to move forward and take the step into another world, where challenges will be presented to test their seemingly perfect love.  If the problems that they had in this world seemed bad, they would come to unimaginable challenges in this other world.  While they are gone, there is a light element in their home, anyone who goes in to look for them would feel an element that feels clear bright, undescribable, someone would not be satisfied by saying that “it feels different”, one would not feel that they would get the message accross by saying that “you have no idea”, it doesnt look different, it doesnt feel different, it doesnt sound different, or smell; but its just brighter, clearer, peaceful (not calmer).  As days go by it grows stronger, and the range increases, nobody knows what to do about it, where have they gone? Should they call the cops? Is it really botehring them? nobody knows what it is or how its affecting them or if its even affecting them.  years go by and the element has increased dramatically, it never fades, though no one can even conceive of what it would mean for it to.

The world they have travelled to is sort of a spiritual environment, where memories are stored and emotions fledged out.  In it, they go through many scenerios of understanding love.  They go thorugh the process and witness parallel universes in their past and understand why they have been able to love each other  this far.They understand each other and themselves in new levels.  They go through timeless experiences so its like they have been with each other even before they were conceived.

When they become one person, the universe is immersed in this light essence that can never go away, the universed has been changed forever, though no one is sure how (could be the typical movement of fate).  This is what one considers to be a complete human being, satisfied with oneself, with new and greater strengths.  They have reached their goal, and they are now the light element that was once only portrayed in an indirect way.

Looking back at who it was before, they wonder... 

among others, it loves itself fully; it sees the world differently, it feels complete.  The reasons why it has obtained new strengths is because of how it sees the world.

Thinking of all the things that it thought it would lose by becoming one person.

It is admired by others, but not infatually admired, but as others see it, they hope to one day, reach what “they” have reached.

It now inspires as it lives, it loves for love, for the sake of itself.  It trusts itself and it does not make itself jealous.

In the second part of the story, it meets new challenges in the spiritual world.  And they meet the same challenges to be at peace with Life (what they have missed).

Others that have witnessed this wonder strive for the same goal, and with the light element everybody reaches this goal until its the norm to reach this goal.  (The story does not reveal it yet, but this complete person is just like anyone else.) To show this, there is a third part to the story which is about one partner who’s partner dies before their consummation.  As everyone else is happily being joined, this one is left alone, and looks for no other.  Something strange happened in them that the mind of one went into the other’s body, and what was left was eliminated, so that they mind of the lover will now live in the body of the loved.  Which he/she feels a sense of satisfaction in a strange way.  Though this person is not complete; it finds out that, in spirit, the mind of it’s lover still dwells in the body, and that the body is changing according to both.  So in another sense of world the same is hapening but the other way around... only in spirit.

Yesterday I was listening to “Sonny” by New Found Glory, an thinking about how I yearned to become one with God, to become one with Truth and Beauty.  My goal in life is to be completely alive.  Amen, to become one with this being, one with my true Love. 

And thinking about it in this way, I also allowed myself to reduce the concept to a more mudane love story of two lovers who are looking to do more for each other than live for the other.  They are so desperately in love with each other, and such dreaming spirits that they reach to become each other. 

They spend time with each other and when they are not with each other, they think about each other.  The love does not fade, but grows instead.  It grows stronger every day so that they must look for more ways to live.  Because of this they find ways to be with each other without actually being there, they are in each others dreams, and soon they learn supernatural ways of being with one another.  Out of their yearning they get a taste of their new goal, to be each other, or out of a dream, or vision, or message.  They live their love life in supernatural levels.  They are so happy together.  After a chain of visions they decide to move forward and take the step into another world, where challenges will be presented to test their seemingly perfect love.  If the problems that they had in this world seemed bad, they would come to unimaginable challenges in this other world.  While they are gone, there is a light element in their home, anyone who goes in to look for them would feel an element that feels clear bright, undescribable, someone would not be satisfied by saying that “it feels different”, one would not feel that they would get the message accross by saying that “you have no idea”, it doesnt look different, it doesnt feel different, it doesnt sound different, or smell; but its just brighter, clearer, peaceful (not calmer).  As days go by it grows stronger, and the range increases, nobody knows what to do about it, where have they gone? Should they call the cops? Is it really botehring them? nobody knows what it is or how its affecting them or if its even affecting them.  years go by and the element has increased dramatically, it never fades, though no one can even conceive of what it would mean for it to.

The world they have travelled to is sort of a spiritual environment, where memories are stored and emotions fledged out.  In it, they go through many scenerios of understanding love.  They go thorugh the process and witness parallel universes in their past and understand why they have been able to love each other  this far.They understand each other and themselves in new levels.  They go through timeless experiences so its like they have been with each other even before they were conceived.

When they become one person, the universe is immersed in this light essence that can never go away, the universed has been changed forever, though no one is sure how (could be the typical movement of fate).  This is what one considers to be a complete human being, satisfied with oneself, with new and greater strengths.  They have reached their goal, and they are now the light element that was once only portrayed in an indirect way.

Looking back at who it was before, they wonder... 

among others, it loves itself fully; it sees the world differently, it feels complete.  The reasons why it has obtained new strengths is because of how it sees the world.

Thinking of all the things that it thought it would lose by becoming one person.

It is admired by others, but not infatually admired, but as others see it, they hope to one day, reach what “they” have reached.

It now inspires as it lives, it loves for love, for the sake of itself.  It trusts itself and it does not make itself jealous.

In the second part of the story, it meets new challenges in the spiritual world.  And they meet the same challenges to be at peace with Life (what they have missed).

Others that have witnessed this wonder strive for the same goal, and with the light element everybody reaches this goal until its the norm to reach this goal.  (The story does not reveal it yet, but this complete person is just like anyone else.) To show this, there is a third part to the story which is about one partner who’s partner dies before their consummation.  As everyone else is happily being joined, this one is left alone, and looks for no other.  Something strange happened in them that the mind of one went into the other’s body, and what was left was eliminated, so that they mind of the lover will now live in the body of the loved.  Which he/she feels a sense of satisfaction in a strange way.  Though this person is not complete; it finds out that, in spirit, the mind of it’s lover still dwells in the body, and that the body is changing according to both.  So in another sense of world the same is hapening but the other way around... only in spirit.