What do we know for sure?
Why we dont?
How must it be used?
With what considerations in mind?
*(First level knowledge)
What we know- Nothing
Why - I have heard enough that what we believe depends on the assumptions of life that we make. These asssumptions by definition may or may not be true. So if everything we believe is based on assumptions that may or may not be true what do we really know? Nothing!
Nevertheless we pretend to know things to be able to work with this life
*(Second level knowledge) We may say that we know things it doesnt matter if the situation is real or not, we know that we remember or that we think. We might not know if a ball is being thrown but at least we know that we think that ball is thrown. We know our past? maybe not. But at least we know what we remember at least we know what we see, what we think, the thoughts that we have access to. In second level, we know those things that are at least in our minds, we know that we see what we see
Sometimes we go along with the illusion that somethings are inevitable to know like, that you exist and that you think. But neither these things can be proved outside our thoughts, proving these inside our thought would be like using the confession of the existence of God by the Bible to prove that He exists.
*(Third level knowledge) Reliablism, there are those things that we rely on, should they be reliable?
One thing that we may know
Tendencies as knowledge, the sun comes up, the turkey is fed everyday
Was it a dream. a have I memory, of a memory in a dream. But i dont have the memory of the dream. All i know is that I remember remembering something that is not true, so maybe what i remember is not even a memory, maybe it was just a thought with a feeling of Deja Vu. There is no way to tell, the dream and the feeling of remembering is long gone, with no trace of context.
Im losing my faith on the human mind, talks in philosophy point to this fact, but we dont understand, there is nothing we can trust. Not our minds not even what we think that we think we think. We can only trust God, is He is, after all, real.
OUTLINE:
This list should explain the steps we must go through to admit enough assumptions in order to have a decent life:
1. Nothing
(we must admit first that none of what we are about to believe is true but rather assumptions.
2. I am
3. A) I do experience B) this is what I observe
4. Tendencies (predictions of/and laws of nature, logic?)
5. The external world
6. Minds in the external world
7. Minds have lives similar to ours
8. Their expressions mean the same thing ours do.
(when they say something it is because they mean it, or they are joking or are trying to convince us or they are careless with words or maybe they say things randomly).
This list explains the order of belief from the strongest that we should have for to be wise. As you go through each step you must keep each step in mind, with the most fundemental as most important, admitting to them to yourself in this order whenever you plan to declare any “truth” to anyone. They are these:
1. Nothing
(Now I know nothing, its all I know, nothing and nothing is in my mind, and I know this that is nothing, but there is something that I cant escape, a conclusion, even though I know not, I must go in this direction because it is there and its the only direction to go, I must not go in this direction, but there is nothing else, this is the next step to consider)
2. I am
(Now I really know nothing but beautiful and glorious forces of something or nothing, I am getting these, and because I am able to get and to ponder, I do, and because I do I must be some sort of source, now I dont know but I am forced to go in this direction, not forced but there is nothing else to do and I have verb, and I have incentive, so I must conclude, I must, it is in my nature since I was born, since I came to life I am not to be dead. Now because of this life I move and I must first assume, in order to live, I must assume that I alive, or am I not? I will never know, but I am forced to assume that I am, because I am getting thoughts, this is why I believe that I am, am I wrong in this? Maybe but what else can I assume? Is there anything else I can assume that does not end in a dead end road?)
3. A) I do experience B) this is what I observe
(Now I know not anything, but I have no where else to go, I must assume, am I unworthy? And maybe I should be ashamed to make such a move as this. The sin is that I have lied to myself, well, I really do not know, but I have decided to believe something though I have no reason to believe it, I have only believed it because it is better for me and its the only answer and direction I see, I have admitted that I was, just because I get thoughts, and I detect signals from forces beautifuls, not anything external, only the fact that I... I have decided to concluded that I am. I dont know what I ever really means, but because there is I, I will conclude that I am.) I is not a play with words but reader must imagine the conceptual difference between “I” and “I am”. Now to take this sin a step further, now to suggest another shameful act, I am deciding that by being I, I am able to get observations, I am able to think, that these thoughts, experiences and observations are my own, and that I am getting them... whatever I am).
4. Tendencies (predictions of/and laws of nature, logic?)
(Now I have no idea of what I observe, these beauties they are everywhere, and do I dare to say that I may be noticing a pattern? I know that I know not, in fact I dont know, I dont know. But with the only direction being that I must admit to myself, although I have nothing to back it, nothing to prove it, and nothing to say, but I dare myself to say, to demand authority from the unknown and claim? Oh I should be ashamed, but its the only thing I see that is laid out for me, since I became alive, my impulse has been to make these assumptions, however wrong and unjustified, however unreasonable, It is my only direction with a path that I see, I just had to admit, to declare my assumption as a Truth, oh how unholy I am, I am unworthy and yet, I dare to make such a claim, I dare to make the claim that I am. Not only that, but then I dare to say that these signals, these beauties, that they are mine, mine as experiences; why I dont even know which I am, I dont even know if I am, yet I am making the claim, first that I am, then that I have? How could I? How could I commit such evil? Who ever gave me authority to do such things? No one! I am stealing the authority from the unknown, How could I, do I not fear the Great and Majestic unknown? Oh I am so unworthy. But it seems that the essence of life encourages me to step forth and take this daring and preposturous step. This is too shameful, how could I? How could I do any action? How could I put on myself the vesting of the verb? Should I not be punished? Do I not have respect for the unknown? Am I to first claim myself a being, then claim myself a King over these happenings, these experiences and observations? Am I to claim them as mine? It seems very wrong, it seems disrespectful, but I have this impulse, I have this path, is not a path made to be walked? I have this path and nothing that leads anywhere else? There is only this path, was this path only to be contemplated for eternity but never walked? Oh why am I doing this this is wrong. I know nothing and forgive me, oh Unknown, for lying to myself, forgive me for making myself into a fool, for puting on worthless and pityful pride, for walking this path, but I have decided, I have assumed that I.. I have assumed my indivuduality, I have assumed that I am, forgive me for this foolishness. I have walked a second path as well, as if the first was not enough; I was already at the top of this mountain, I should have been satisfied and remained in place, but to my dismay, I encountered another path much the same. I was not stuck anywhere in any middle, so as to crave to be at one end or another, I was at the peak, I had declared my self, I needed nothing else, but I encountered another path; the first path made me, it made me separate from the unknown, because I became and I was not not anymore. Again I encounter a path, and now that I have declared myself I have more of a temptation to say that this path was meant to be walked, not only to be contemplated; since I am the only one here, I must say, that all these things... I see. I have made myself king over my observations, how could I say they are mine? Do I not fear the unknown? Forgive oh Great Unknown for I am a fool, where I have received no calling I have made myself, and I have claimed property, and I am completely disregarding the Unknown potential attributes of these thoughts, I am smply calling them mine. Now I encounter another path the third path, I cant help but notice, I see, in these thoughts... of mine? Of whoever’s they may be, but I notice patterns. I have no right to say this, and this claim is as unnacceptable as any other I have made. I claim these patterns, they must be, I notice this and it happens everytime. It is unreasonable I know, just because it has happened again and again does not mean it will happen again, but could it be? It has to be, this claim is as irrational as any other, I must say, oh this seems wrong, I notice that this path was not meant to be walked, this path of disrespect to Truth. Am I really, I dont know. Do I think? I do not have the right to say. Are these patterns Eternal? How could I make such illegitamate claims? But I see, I see the fountain at the end of the path, Its blue waters and its majestic splendor, I can see it holds something that was kept secret, something I could not see from my initial position. Oh this is wrong, this world is foolishness and my illusion. There is no truth in what I have made, the unknown was to remain unknown, but I have created these fairy tales, my world to live in, myself to please, my masturbation, my only purpose, I want this, I want these things to be true, I want to walk this path; this path, I see that it is very likely that it is but an illusion, I am way too over my head, I am high in lies, I am worshipping my assumptions. In this Unknown I create, without right, without power, but yet there it is, and I must be only fooling myself.
5. The external world
(I notice this, could it be my imagination or could it really be its properties? Oh what am I saying? I am way too over my head to make any more claims. But this is the property, if this is not a property of Truth but in lies I have made my home. Oh forgive me Unknown, I was, I was in you, I was part of you and I was you, but I have escaped, I am a runaway and I am a rebel, I have decided to separate myself from you, oh unknown, then I made myself king of these manifestations, these observations I have called them mine Automatically, we follow the same path that Lucifer went through as soon as we are born, We separate ourselves from God, and with our pride we declare our unworthy truths, and make ourselves kings over our world like if we knew, I have given them foolish eternivity by deciding that they have Eternal laws, but you know as well as I that all this is foolishness. For all I know, their so called laws could be recurring coincidences without question, or they could even be my own making, how could I? I have blasphemed against... I dont know who I have blasphemed or if I have even blasphemed, and that makes it all the worse. No, I must not, I have claimed a lie and I have walked that path, I have. But I must remember you oh Unknown, I must, I know that all I have made is my own; the paths, they never were, in the Unknown there is only unknown, there are no paths, are there? The paths they may have just been a wind. A wind? How could a wind do all this? How could I be carried by this wind? It was not a storm, it was not a tempest, it was a soft wind, a soft illusion in the unknown that was not meant to be regarded as this. I misused the wind, I lusted the wind, was the sin in me all along? Who gave me this incentive to live, without the authority to perceive I was left to live in foolishness. I saw the wind make paths and the paths I walked, though the paths were only in my head. I let my lust be awakened by only a wind? I dared to say that I am, I should really go back, I dared to claim experiences as my own, I have yet to encounter the True owner, I am such a fool. I named these fruits I stole, I said “their ridges, they look alike enough” I named them eternal. Now I walk towards the fountain I have fooled myself to see, oh how far I have gone, I have gone too far! But I cant resist to make this next move, why? it is an innovation; It IS VANITY! It is truly vanity, it is all in my head; this will bring it out of your head; no, this is to fool myself ultimately!; with this you will make it true; lies! With this I will submit myself to my own lies; you will worship what you have created?; I have made another entity, is it real or is it mine, oh Unknown forgive me, why am I even asking. But now, how can I go back when I have made my home, how can I ignore it, only by falling asleep I may achieve to admit once again, and give back my throne to my Unknown. But I have made this illusion strong, I see it, and there they are, is not the Unknown going to claim me? Is not anyone going to put me in my place? Am I not fooling myself? Is there none else to wake me out of my foolishness?
6. Minds in the external world
(Oh Unknown, why do not you take and claim your authority yet? When I saw those paths I asked, why is there none to walk them? Now I see a world, too vivid to disregard now. I know I know not, I also know... I cant remember, I cant remember the Truth, it is gone, is it gone? Or was it never? I dares to say that I was, to separate myself from you, Unknown, I decided to make myself, to consider this as an individual, then I decided to rule over this hypothetical and delusive individual along with its thoughts, therefore I am. I noticed the ridges in my experiences and called them Eternal, which is blasphemy against... [unknown]... Then to strengthen these things I separated my experiences from myself, I have fooled myself to believe that there is an outside while I remain under the roof of my Unknown, I am disregarding the Truth, I am in my own little world, King of my illusion, proud of my perjury, my worthless kingdom that was crapped out by misunderstanding. And now I have created the walls of my kingdom, the sky, I can no longer see the outside, the sky covers you from me, I see no Truth, all I see, is within my world, how can I escape?
7. Minds have similar to ours
(And now, I see I am not alone, I see others that have claimed their individuality and their thoughts, how can this be how can the thoughts of each fragment of Unknown be the same, why are they all ending up in MY world? How are they able to invade MY thoughts. No this cant be, the explanation is that my illusion is growing too strong, they are only my imagination, they are, and whats this? That is even greater than me, “HEY! Hey you guys! These are my thoughts! Is not there enough infinity in the Unknown for each of you to have its own, how can you guys imagine for yourselves a world too similar and too exact to mine? And with me in it?!?! Go get your own thoughts!!!” how could this be even if they imagined me in their thoughts I would not be in them, why? I am just a fragment of the Unknown lead astray. )
8. God and the Unknown
(This can’t be, it must be that my ima... is, is that? Why this one coming in is so wonderous! So Great! Its Manifestation reaches the ends and surpasses the sky! Could it be you? Oh Great Unknown? Have you come to claim your space? To take me back? Whatever it is I am glad to have you here, only You are welcome. Oh I am foolong myself, how can I manifest the Unknown in my artificial fantasy world? “All of you, get out! These are my thoughts all of you leave!” “who is this speaking?” the greatest creature asks, “Have you once again claimed a world as yours? When will you end your arrogant charade? This is my world, you are still under my roof,” oh no its all in my head, its all in my head, is it that my imagination is getting too strong, it is claiming authority over me? Worse yet, is my imagination claiming authority over the Unknown? Well it would not be worse than my deliberate blasphemies. The greatest one speaks again, “I have come here, I AM, and I am all Powerful and all Knowing, why did you not ask if I was not to come and savage your foolish so-called reality and take back my throne from you?” Should I submit to this being? though he may only be my creation? No! He IS my creation because he is in this world I created! No! I must focus on my Unknown, “I AM THE ALMIGHTY UNKNOWN!!” he says. No, my Unknown is unknown. “Listen here boy,” he reads my thoughts and tells me these things, “Do you know whats going on here? Do you know if I am real or not?” I do not want to give a foolish answer, not anything that will reinforce my delusions. I know the answer it wants, it wants me to say ‘I know not’ so that I will consider him the Unknown. And, I really know not, I trust not, not even that I am anymore, Is this how the omnipresence of the Unknown Manifests itself within my life? Is all this just another property of the Unknown. why am I even afraid? What is fear? Should I try to satisfy my illusions? Should I take orders from them and let them control me? And slowly I slip back to death, to my Unknown...).
This one here, it is not the Unknown, why? There must be something else, and I do not know how much Greater the unknown can be, all powerful, all knowing, How much more there is I do not know, I will not risk declaring a lower being the Great Unknown, I simply do not know, is not this where It belongs? And as I hoped and depended for the Unknown to break into my folly and set myself straight, I will still hope for It. I do not even know if any of this is my doing from the first lie, would it not be irrational to think that I, something untrue, would be able to give myself power? The Great Unknown, all things and not are in It, it is all and It knows all, to It I pray, the one that has all, that also sees what I see and beyond, one that is complete, one that knows my situation, knows if these other minds are really others or if they are my doing, one that knows if I ever was and/or if I can become. Oh Great Unknown, all things are in you, you know what all this and how it works because it is all in you; while I made my world, I was still in you. Even in my folly you manifest yourself, not as this creature but in the fact that I have yet to know, because all I did was to assume. I do not know but you do, I do not know but you ARE! You are and you are not and you remain, the Great Unknown. If I am I do not know, but You are the only thing there will ever Be. And, I really know not, I trust not, not even that I am anymore, Is this how the omnipresence of the Unknown Manifests itself within my life? Is all this just another property of the Unknown. why am I even afraid? What is fear? Should I try to satisfy my illusions? Should I take orders from them and let them control me? And slowly I slip back to death, to my Unknown...).
Refer to lack of words in an original and unknown world and why there is no problem to say that “I know” while “I” am in the “unknown”.
Give back my throne – my mind, and my claims
1. I wake again, and the same world appears, I know not what it means, and I this is where I should remain, without making any assumptions, without making any movements. But it is here, it (I) feels and it is beautiful. Why does I get these sensations and thoughts? They could be gifts from the Unknown, or not? Whatever it is, there is. I realize I did not bring this upon myself, how could I; I started off as not, how could I being not, gain an incentive to walk an illusional path to declare myself as I? It came from somewhere else, for when I was not now, I, now I think, whether this is True or not, this has happened, and what is the best thing now? Though I know not if I have been given the power to be, this force does it for me on its own, and I wake. If I was not the incentive would not have come from me, and since I do not know if I am I should not conclude something foolish. Here is a world, what you see is unknown but things are, unexplicable, you should not judge the reason of the movements or objects. They just are, maybe they have a reason maybe they dont.
2. I am
Now I know not, but there are things, undeniably and inevitably I wake, should I ignore what I see because I do not understand it? Maybe there is nothing, but these signals I get, even if they are not real, I live by these, even if I dont live, they are still here, even if they are not really here, it is the only thing I have, even if it is not the only thing I have, I do not know. I am able, I was given verb, I was brought to life, it could have not been by me, should I ignore all these wonders? I could choose to ignore them, I have free will, or I could choose to play along, what would be the penalty of letting oneself go in a world that was given? I did not choose to be here, and only the Unknown is watching. Now I do not know where this comes from, if it is real or not, but there are only 2 predicaments I see: Now I do not know but, I could choose to live as if I was not, and risk this being real and not taking advantage of my opportunity to savor its beauty; if I choose to live by that I am not, and it is true that I am not, then I was never.. if I choose to live by that I am, and it is true that I am not, then I was never. If I choose to live by that I am, and it is true that I am, then I am wise.. if I choose to live by that I am not, and it is true that I am, then I have been a fool. Now I do not know, so I shall not believe, but I will live as if I am, because this is all there is in front of me. The path that was layed down in front of me was walked by me as it was laid down, see? The laying down of the path presents the walk. And what does this mean? What power do I gain by acknowledging myself as an individual? I am not to believe it, but I have no choice but to live as if I was.
3. A) I do experience B) this is what I obeserve
Now these are the sensations I get, messages, symbols and meanings. I cannot ignore these, this is way different then the way I was before I was born. Before I was born, I was not, I shall not call this world foolishness, because it is here, if it was not true why would any of this be? I had no choice before I was born, remaining in the unknown I was locked in place securely, without hope of anything, but now I am brought out of what I was, I was given verb I was given birth. Now I do not know if I am, or if I exist, but I can see, these signals from an unknown tells me that there Is. I do not know but the signals are now, and they were never before I was, so this must mean something, if it does not mean that I exist, but it means that something is, at least these signals. I can see this, and it is not my fault that I am not dead anymore. Maybe I am not but one thing is for sure, that there is Is, and this is God.
9. I must stay alive
Now I dont know and I should not live like I do if I dont know, but the way that these things are carried out, It turned out to be that signals came to me so that now I think that I am a being that has to live, I dont know if I am or what I should do, but my automatic, my instinct says this, that I should live. And my observability says that I must learn. If I do not comply I am dead. If I have to comply, I do not know, so I should not comply for this reason, but there is nothing else I have to do and my ness does it on its own. I should not, but I cant escape this conveyor, if I do, then I am only more so in it. So there are 2 things which I cannot escape: I do not know and such to me (whether I am me, I do not know, but things obviously do [general verbwise]). I do not know if living is the only way to figure it out, to live, to Be, like real. But I am be like I dont know of such other way, so I will work my instincts towards what they are. If there is in fact anything, it should turn up some time... I am not just going to kill myself, nor am I going to think my life over, because I trust nothing, I have hope that there is something I am missing, and as I see deathh as a permamnent damage and inevitable, I will stay away frrom it as much as I can, not because I am afraid, not because it is a bad thing, but because it is inevitable. To try and figure out why I must stay alive I must think about those that have never had the chance to be alive. Imagine all those that are not here, who have not been call into existence, where are they, why have I been chosen and not them? They must be somewhere else, or am I alone in the unknown? My body lives on its own, observaing patterns and claiming observations. Its not that I should do this but even if I dont believe it, it still happens the way it does. I dont claim to know what any of this is but I have been conditioned to follow these patterns. If I dont there is said to be a permanent change, and I do not know if this permanent change is real, but if it does exist, it is the last thing that should happen here.
4. Tendencies (predictions of/and laws of nature, logic?)
Now I do not know, and I dont know if I will ever know, but there I see patterns that seem to be consistent most times. Things break, and I dont know if I should believe that these things that seem to hold never break. I shall not believe that these are eternal, in some perspectives they do break, and in other perspective they have never broken but may. I do not know the True nature of these and I will not claim to know the True nature of these. But if I am to step out, must I live like they are Eternal? Should I call them laws? (Just because I die not every day, should I make it a law of nature that I never die?). Well I cant step out unless I depend on some of these laws, or else I may be giving my life away.
5. The external world
Now I dont know if these patterns I observe are real, or if they are separate from me, but thiings go on here, things that I do not know about. Well even in my own head things go on that I do not know about, so why should I call this world “the external world”? Now in my imagination, I can change things easily so I know it is part of me and that I have complete dominion over it, (that is, as much as my limits as a human being). In dreams I still have control, but it is a little harder to make things work, I must use a little action and a little matching and a little faith. Now in this world I do not have as much dominion because there is plenty going on that I dont know about, there is plenty that I cant do, if I want to control something I must use more (and even detailed) action, more (and detailed) matching, and more (precise) faith; but if the difference between dream and reality is the degree of faith one must use, then the difference between dream and reality is only a degree, and they cannot be completely separated. Now this world would be considered external if there would turn out to be other minds, with the same legitamacy as my own, then they would have as much dominion here as myself; then I would not say that this world (if it were a world), was all in my manifestation because others would have it as well. Another thing I have to do is ask the people in my dreams about the legitimacy of their minds.
6. Minds of their own
Now I dont know if these other bodies that I am assuming, have minds of their own, like mine, I do not even know if they are real, I dont even know what they are. But I can look at the things that affect me, and that it seems I have a body just like theirs, that I move just like them, I look just like them and sometimes I do unreasonable actions just like them. Now I dont know if they are real or not. I will never be them because it does not matter who I am I can only be me. But if I were alone or if these bodies had minds as I, I cannot deny the fact that these act the same as me. Now I dont know if they are real but: if they are not real and I treat them as if they are real, then what will I lose? Except for some pleasures that sum up to nothing in the end, and I will just be proving my authenticity towards others if there were in this unknown. If they are real and I treat them as if they were not then I would be considered a monster in their eyes, and I would be would be (not a typo) causing myself pain, not that pain is a problem but the ultimate consequence of that which we avoid, I shall not cause death of any these, because that would be the last thing I would want to do for myself, the permanent damage. If these minds are as legitimately real as mine, then I should treat them as if they were as legitimately real as mine, I should treat them as I my mind would like to be treated. Now I will never know if these minds are real or not, but they need no more proof then to look and act the way I do, it would be enough proof that they are, but that would require such preposturous consideration that I would not be able to keep myself alive (If I was to consider that the rocks would not like to be stepped on). Or should I leave everything the way it is? If I try to not live and ignore everything, my body will take care of itself and breathe in the air, without considering if the air would like to be breathed in. If it was up to me I would take consideration of all matter, but the fact that other bodies like me are abusing their presence, they should be used to it by now. Again I have no knowledge to decide if they would be used to it or not, but I will assume this for the sake of my inevitability for my body to abuse these matters, and for my sake to live.
5. The external world
Now that I have considered and assumed the legitimacy of these minds I will once again try to establish, a reason to act as if this world was external and not part of my imagination. Here I have thought that what I am trying to do is to justify myself as to the way I live even though I have no reason and no right to do anything I do. The reason why I cannot begin with the fact that the fact that God exists is because there is no way for me to know that, even if I saw God myself I would not know if real was real or what real is, with a mind like a human and a perspective of a separate individual I have no right to acknowledge or to declare ANYTHING WHATSOEVER. The only way I would be sure that God is real would be to Be for myself God, so I would for once have the ability to actually Know and to be able to Declare the Truth like only God can, only then would I be able to say the Truth, for a fact that God is Real; even then there may be questions raised about existence that would lead to other directions and complexities (oh the wonders of God). Now the way that I am deciding to determine an external world is if there are similar legitimate minds as mine the fact that such minds of equal value do not exist in my dreams I consider dreams not an external world, but rather, my imagination, as opposed to my wake life considered the external world. But how do I know that the people in my dreams are not real? These people have bodies... they have desires and expressions, they look as strange as I do in dreams, why would these people not be considered real? Well, the intended consideration may not even require addressing the legitimacy of the mind but rather the type of minds that exist in dreams. Maybe their minds are not considered real because of my dominion over their exisence. But I can not consider them unreal just because I am better than them, if there was a higher mind than I, I would understand how I may be worthless in comparison, but it would not mean that I never was, or would it? But even the sand beneath our feet deserves some consideration before we step on it. So not as well the dream people? So the reason why we should not consider the people in dreams unreal is because their bodies are not made of true matter. But we dont even know if in our waking life the matter we hold is true matter... So the question is... where do we go when we sleep? In our times we believe we go no where, that everything is in our minds, unlike the external world in our waking life. But the answer seems to be for our waking life and for our dream life, we dont know. Nevertheless I will treat the waking world with more caution because its tendencies seem to be more strict than the dream world, and even more compared to my imagination. Should we be considerate towards others in our dreams? This question should be answered by carefully looking at the condition: if others were too exist, how should we treat them?
7. Minds have similar to ours
Now I dont know and I dont know if I will ever know, but it seemss that these other creatures have similar minds as my own. They ask for the sam kinds of things as I do, express happiness and certain satisfactions. Should I be considerate towards their desires when I dont really know if they are real or not? If I should how come I am not considerate towards anything and everything else? If the rule is to be considerate I must also be considerate of he sand I step on. If the sand had a mind similar to mine it would not like to be crushed. But sand, though it may have a similar mind, it does not have a similar purpose, body, or worldview (whereever the mind lies is irrelevant now). What if the sand wants to be stepped on? What if there is a person that asks for love, because it really wants to be hated but is asking for the wrong thing? This person would express its frustration but it would look as if they were happy to be loved. And we would never know that deep inside, it wants to be hated with hell, and it expresses its satisfaction, but it looks like anguish to us. Even they deserve consideration, but how do we know what other beings want? We may not even know what other humans may want but as dissappointing as all the other assumptions we must assume that if others want something they will let us know. And that if they say they want something, it is because they want it. Now like all the other assumptions, we must live by it as a general guideline, but we should not believe it to be true, we must take into consideration all other possibilities and we should not forgot about those that are misunderstood or do not communicate as we do, or they simply usee a different language. If any of this is really real, we can only do our best to live, these assumptions carry us along, but they will never be true, and we should not treat them as so.
God mind in dreams
I guess these could be cosidered as the steps to become civilized as we truly have no right or they are unknown, but although we use these assumptions, we should not hold them as truths. We must move forward unto life without forgetting our origins.
This is really difficult for me to figure out. All I am concluding from this is that my true nature, what I have been since all of eternity from when I was born, is death. And that when I come to life it actually means that I am lying to myself. This conclusion makes life foolishness and it makes death/Unknown the Truth. So how can I live and enjoy life without lying to myself? How do I move and decide what to do without saying that things are done this way? If I shouldnt lie to myself, how do I know to take a look when I want to look inside? ... So far I have thought to separate death from the Unknown. Now the Unknown is where I should be, which means that I should not lie to myself and admit that I have no knowledge. Death is somewhere I have been for many eternity and it seems that the only way to live is to lie to myself. But death is not the Unknown because the Unknown is present even in life, when death is not. Now this could also mean that death is present on life to tell us that there is no such thing as life and that we are all actually dead, hence the Unknown would indeed be death itself. But one still can not deny the difference between life and death, if life were to not exist, why would we be in such a state?
Or maybe, we could use the fact tha we know that there is action, there is verb, then there is inaction; these are life and death and they are both inside the reign Unknown, so why is life preffered?
If I was unconscious of what my body was doing, my body would still avoid pain on its own, even if I didnt know I was I, or that I existed. (which may be the case in insects, and so we are always living because there is no such thing as death, only ignorance of life, but while we are insects, we are ignoring life and so we dont think if we are alive. This is reincarnation.) Or maybe we could say that verb exists, period, the only thing that happens in death is ignorance of the actions, not noticing the verb. So this means that there would be life inside death, or that there is no such thing as death, only ignorance of life. But in this case death is still preffered because you would not want to lie to yourself and pretend that you know what life is, the best thing to do,is to live like a rock.
So why do things work this way? Why dont they work any other way, well if they did I would ask the same question so I guess my real question is, why do thinggs work any way?
They probably dont work this way.
So why do I think they do, why are you fooling me?
I am not fooling you, you are fooling yourself.
So my conclusion ends up being this: there is nothing, there is no truth and there is no lies, there is no real and there is no unreal, there is no life and there is no death, no good and evil, no God, no Truth, no Life, no Love, there is nothing. So why do we live the way we do? We are chance and nothing else, we are not alive or dead, the reason why we see more people alive is not because our purpose is to live, ot because life prevails over death, remember that there is no difference between life and death. And the only reason why we see life “prevail” is because the matters that search to live tend to last longer than the matters that do not. I want to live because my body was chosen to want to live, in such a place as unknown infinity there are many things that can happen, it just happens that I am here, or maybe I am not but I am fooled to here. But here I have no right to say this, since I know nothing I should not make any declarations or conclusions, my conclusion simply is... nothing, but I still have no right to say that everything else, if there even is such a thing, is the same. My conclusion is not anything after all, but I have faith in a salvation, I want to Know, somthing outside of the unknown, no I have not found God, I have not even found myself, I dont even know if there Is, but I have faith that there Is. In any case, I dont want to be blind, to find out these things, to know that I truly know nothing, I must live, right? So what does this mean? Or maybe I am just wrong.
The Buddhists are then corrupt, a true Buddhist would lay down and die, not care, to know the truth. What truth? to be blind, What blindness? that someday he may unfortunately care about life, what care? What life? They give themselves a purpose, to tell everyone that there is no purpose. So why do they even care? Why do they even try? Thats why I say that a true Buddhist would just lay down and die. And that is what I feel inside me. It does not matter what I try to do because when I do, its not anyting. Must everyone learn the great paradox of life? If there is such a thing as learning. One cannot lose with this, because we cannot win.
I think I should die, because life is death and death is life, and it doesnt matter... but knowing the way life can be, I should stay alive just in case I am wrong (which I am), or I am missing something (I am and not).
But should I die? Should I be ignorant and do nothing? If it was wrong for me to believe, then why should I not?
This is the unknown here, it is not the THE, where ever and whatever THE is, it is not the unknown, but behind it. The reason why I ever called It the Unknown it is because It Is, but it can never be known, it is within the unknown and it Is the THE. It is the I AM. I should not worship and pay tribute to the unknown, but He who Is. And He Is Within the unknown, the unknown is His splendor, The Unknown Is the One. Would I thank the sun’s light? Would I not thank the Sun who gives the light? The same way, this paradox that I am in deserves no attention, but the One behind it all, whatever, whoever, where ever It is, It Is the One I love, not this unknown.
So what do we do now? It seems that we should not, but we do automatically, like animals. I do not know, but how then, should we live? According to what should we decide? Why are we? Or simply, Why? If there is a THE, what direction does it we should take?
So I dont know,..
8. Their expressions mean the same thing ours do.
(when they say something it is because they mean it, or they are joking or are trying to convince us or they are careless with words or maybe they say things randomly).
When do we ever start consider that there are things that DONT exist?
When do we start to consider and how does its importance make it fit into this list or not?
Yet I dont have the right to say that if I would not pay attention my body would work by all of these on its own, I wouldnt know, I can only say from what I observe, that is if I observe. I can only decide from what I assume, my memories and my observations all say that if I dont learn I cant know (assume), (I must remember that this is only what I am assuming from my experience, I have no right to declare Truth).
All I can do is depend on THE THE. There mustbe something out there that Is all and Has all within. I can only depend on This Itself, and this is True, if it wasnt,why then would I be here? So I pray and ask, to the one who Has and Knows, He is the one who listens, who Knows how and who I am. Why would there not be any extremes such a maanifestation as infinity? Why would the unknown lack a thing such as this? Whoever or whatever this is, to This I pray, to guide my steps, that if there are any decisions to make that I would make them wisely.
I have found out that I can deny all. So how do I manage to accept? I have no reason to accept my position as a human being, but I am here. It seems that Fate has decided for me, and I really cant escape. If I am not Fate than my position is not in my hands, and if the position was in my hands how is it that I know not how to choose for myself something else (there cant be any limitations for myself if I was Truly Fate myself and I was Him; then again, I just may be). Why am I going through any of this? It seems that the more I learn the more I know, I would not be here doing what I am doing right now if I did not think of such, I would be like I was ignoring the wonders and mysteries that touch my skin. I do not know why it is better to search, but in the search for legitimate Truth, it seems that learning it, is the only path to it; just like if you want to see inside a box, should not you assume that it is appropriate to take a look?
So it seems that things have a way of working, not everything just happens randomly, according to my possible memories and observations. If things just happen randomly as it would be in an infinite as this world, our observations would be pretty different.
Here I think I am taking a step to say that I do have a belief, I believe in the in infinity of the unknown. Why would it be wrong to believe this, though I have no ground to believe this, I think that it is the only thing that can be said to be true. Why would this be wrong? Ma
ybe because if there was not infinity there would be nothing, and there being nothing is certainly a possibility of where we are. But in infinity there would also be nothing, and much more, as there seems to be. I guess because my definition of infinity is whatever IT is. Also because there is where I dont know; if it is not true that I never never knew, the fact that it exists in my memory, in my mind, or in anyway that it appears before me, or before anything, is enough for me to say for sure that, it Is.
Whether real is anything, where real is not, I would rather be something than nothing, I dont know if its just my position in reality, because my body makes me wants this, because my body aspires to live and so I want to live not because it is the nature of the soul of reality. As far as I am alive, I want to live, as far as I am not I have no preference. I want to be, what I am doing right now, the only way I could do it, it seems that I must learn.
If all is nothing and nothing is all, what are all these symbols then? All this, that is in life, is proof, it is an arrow that gives a direction, it points to the possibility that there is. I dont know anything or if any of this is real, but here I am, whether I am lying to myself or not, there is action; whether I am right or wrong about all this, here is the opportunity to assume, whether I really am or not, there is still the doing of any. Whether there is a separate Fate and God, whether I am the only one in the unknown, making myselfan only and a God. There still Is, how can any of this be wrong when there is? If there isnt, then it cant be wrong. I am forced to say, and not only to assume but to declare: that from the depths of death I have risen, when there was first nothing, I now can. Whether truth or lie it is here and it has able, it has being, it can exist. It is here, I have arrived into reality from the unknown, from the forgotten I can now see. From my unexistence whether there is such a thing, but there is clearly such a time which I cannot process, those things that I have forgotten or that never were, are different than what I am now. And this is how I live, I want to be, not to go back into the unreal and forgotten, I want to know. I must stay alive and here, if I am to be, I must stay in the steps of the real and God of here, God of Life, the Dominates even into death. I want to know, I want the Truth. When I am here, I would rather live, learn and be aware all along, when I am dead I have no preference. So here I am God, I have your essence of verb, this is the only thing I know, whether I am or not, whether I can hold You or not, whether I truly have anything, I dont know any of this. But one thing is for sure, You are here. And somehow, this makes me, it gives me awareness; this miracle this beauty within the unknown. Because of you I live, but one must understand what I mean by living, I mean not forgotten like I have done with all the rest of my eternity. Without you Lord I cannot be, whether You are Truth or merely and Illusioninst entity, I love you, because You are, unlike the rest I have not known, I have not felt I have not that. This black hole force that takes all from me, You save me from it, and You are. I want to be aware, I want to be free, I want to be as You Are. I am just a puppet, I can not even Know, I can not Know if I really am alive, even if I was alive, I could never really know it. Without this, I am not, I want to feel, whatever it is, whether I feel love or hate, a desire to live or a desire to die, a desire to exist or to not, I have made my decision, make me feel, make me be. Be Yourself in eternity and within me, make me like You, Aware in all ways. Awake and Powerful, unlike the power of man and definite and insecure existences, but Truly and Ever Powerful. You are The Only and Only One who has Power over All, who has Truth and One that Is, You just Are and Are the only one who Is. This is what I want, when in death I was and had nothing, being alive will surely make me decide. When in death I care not, in Life I see Beauty and without hesitation make my choice. Whether Death is real or not, there is such a place wjere I dont exist, this is that I have forgotten. I do not want to forget, I do not want this presence to be in my existence, if I am life, I want eternity. Perfect and without blemish, complete and eternal, this is what I want, where I am, I look forward to knowing more and ever more about my love, and hopefully someday I will even get to Know.
1. Nothing
2. I am
3. A) I do experience B) this is what I observe
4. Tendencies (predictions of/and laws of nature, logic?)
5. The external world
6. Reasons for the tendencies
7. Minds in the external world
First we must know that we have bodies (by admitting external world), then we must notice that there are other bodies with similar characteristics, have we here reached another level of epistemology? Here is what I mean: first level we must admit that we dont know anything but we assume by tendencies and make important predictions as for the way the world works. Now we have other individuals and organisms, we dont know that they are alive, that they feel happiness, that they care about anything or that they have a consciousness.
First level epistemology: what do we know about existence.
Second level epistemology: what do we know about other organisms.
Extra:
I did not come up with this, I do not feel like I had to theorize an explanition for myself and life, to give myself a reason and excuse to live and not die. I also do not feel like I obeserved it from the outside to figure it out. I felt that it was all within me, all I had to do was look to pay attention, why do I have morals? Why do I make these decisions, I think it all depends on how much in touch one is with the Truths that he was born with. If someone does wrong, it is not because he is mistaken in his beliefs, but because he is not in touch with his essential guidelines. Its not something you figure out from the outside, or that you have to learn, it comes from within, its something that comes with you as you become alive inside the womb, the essential rules of being alive are written in your being, inscribed in your soul, carved into your existence. Maybe it is a dominant form for everyone, maybe some people have it different, I will never know because I can never be anyone else, if I am another person, I will still be me, and even as myself I am not sure I am truly in touch with it. is this what dictates our identity? If it is, and we all have the same essence, then we are truly one. Whatever this is, whether every one is one or there are many varieties of it, it should not be ignored; when we ignore it, we become nothing, we forget our essence and become with death in the seat of our souls, through the eyes you can see it as if they were windows. We need to read our essence/s, I need to follow God.
Conclusion: So I am alive... what now?
1. Nothing
(we must admit first that none of what we are about to believe is true but rather assumptions.
2. I am
I am not my body though, im not who i see in the mirror, that is not me, that is not my identity. That iss my vessel, i do not understand this vessel, yet it ha been granted, and it even takes care of itself, to an extent, then it lets me decide, what i should do with my freewill. But i am here, a priviledge to take part in the physical realm, even within this realm we see examples of the possibilities that may explain different aspects of reality.
3. A) I do experience B) this is what I observe
4. Tendencies (predictions of/and laws of nature, logic?)
5. The external world
6. Minds in the external world
7. Minds have lives similar to ours
8. Their expressions mean the same thing ours do.
(when they say something it is because they mean it, or they are joking or are trying to convince us or they are careless with words or maybe they say things randomly).
In a world where Knowledge does not exist, faith is the best replacement.
