Specifics.Tendencies

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In trying to figure out a way to accomplish gettiing all I want, I think about the many things I have todo and the time that I dont have, to do it.  But then I think, I can walk while I eat, how much time does that save?  It must be in the back of my mind, to accomplish these things, it must become a life style.  Like when one writes and essay, sometimes its better to go out and think before sitting down and not knowing what to do for 10 hours.  What does attack when you do this, is distractions, but thesse are a danger anywhere, but they give the impression to be less common in your empty room.  The point is, that things dont have to be done one thing at a time, and anything is possible.

Also you want to do things that are good for your body, since your body is what the vessel with which you interact with the physical world, and where your conscious seems to be seated.  There are certain things that are good for your body and these you must do.  

Specifics.People

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Judgemental:

Can you remember a time when you were prejudice?  How and why did you get over that prejudice?

How to. Tendencies

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I had myself thinking that there were so many things that I wanted, that it was too much to accomplish, but when you have desire for something, it means that you must give it your attention, instead of just complain that you dont have it.  You must wonder about it C:\Documents and Settings\Jibby\My Documents\My Words\Contemplations\Attempts\Wondering\how to wonder.docx.

There are things that happen and there are things that dont happen, sometimes it seems like you can control things so that they happen and other times it doesnt.  Because you are and because you have existence, not only to yourself but also to the world around you or these that you observe, it means that you have an external effect to this outside world.  Sometimes things happen that I manifest, sometimes things happen that I dont manifest (manifested by something or someone else) sometimes things that I try to manifest dont happen, sometimes I dont manifest and it doesnt happen.  And there are always certain manifestations that seem constant and I live by these as if they were real, and so I use them and depend on them, though I shouldnt, for reference.  Now this is just like any other assumption that I made, because to live in a direction, to have action and practice the little life that I seem to have I must move, I must assume though I dont know, and always consecrate my actions with the Unknown, and I will assume that if I want something to happen, it must be manifested.  Now there are enough times when things happen even though I dont manifest them, specially when its something that would concern a general need of a body and mind as mine (as there seem to be plenty of them), so I will loosen up this assumtion and mix it with the assumption of separate minds, that there are minds other than mine.  So if a mind manifest an event, not only mine, it will happen, thats the assumption.  It depends on the type of mind what kind of event it will manifest.

Some times things happen that you dont manifest, sometimes your body does things automayically (like digest food) sometimes you move against your will.  The things that you are conscious about manifesting come from your mind, as for the things that happen without your control, even within your own body, must be manifestation from another mind; so things that fall, gravity, would be a manifestation of the Great Mind which is Reality; or more likely would be the case that Reality has put a lower mind in charge of what seem to be the laws of nature, and the Great Mind has Higher manifestations that we cant comprehend.

What about the things that happen randomly? Without manifestation of none?  Well these would be left to the manifestation of the mind that is the unknown.  And again, this could be the Great Mind, which itself is the Unknown, or a lower mind which would still be considered unknown to us.  I am not trying to say that there can be no such thing as randomness, because of how I explain that the random is just an actual source (with a face and an intent) within the unknown, but that randomness itself is an the source which should be named unknown. 

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What if/Tendencies+Laws+People

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On the subject of manifesting events and their realization in the external world:

Some times things happen that you dont manifest, sometimes your body does things automayically (like digest food) sometimes you move against your will.  The things that you are conscious about manifesting come from your mind, as for the things that happen without your control, even within your own body, must be manifestation from another mind; so things that fall, gravity, would be a manifestation of the Great Mind which is Reality; or more likely would be the case that Reality has put a lower mind in charge of what seem to be the laws of nature, and the Great Mind has Higher manifestations that we cant comprehend.

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What if the way that everything works is the denying of our existence the so called external world.  This is another possibility a reason why you shouldnt believe what we think to be true.  What if everything is within the manifestation of your mind, everything, absolutely everything, there aare obviously parts in your mind that you have not discovered, and probably do not want to discover.  But your mind is and it is the world you live in, and it manifests what you see.  What if things work by your own mind, and you guide your mind with the things you set around you.  You are the world and the world is you.

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What if there are people that live in oppression among us.  They love pain and they hate pleasure, but they express their happiness with anger and sadness, and they express their conflict with smiles and gifts.  They live among us, and they look happy and they are, but they hate it, deep inside, but no one knows, they live with us in our society because they are trapped, because of majority rule, or maybe they have decided to live alone, by themselves, with their kind.

How would their world be like?  People who incline towards living in pain, and hatred.  How would a society filled with these people look like?  I get a picture in my head, there would be violence and horror everywhere you look. Right?

Then you think of human beings, arent we naturally inclined to look for the good? If their world looks like hell, why doesnt our world look like heaven?

If there were such people, their world would look just like ours, to come to think of it, it is probably true. I mean look at us.

My Identity

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So who am I

Now by following these things: that there is too much to do in the world, that I must live and  do all I can.  That I must learn everything, and explore, go plaaces where I,ve never been, something new everyday.

Sometimes it feels like I need to hold up an identity, like if people expect me to be a certain way just because I had done certain things before.  Sometimes it feels like I need to stay in a certain spot, because it is my place, because there is no one else that does it, and so this becomes how people identify you. But dont let these things hold you down: what people think about you, the fact that you were born somewhere or been there for so long, your nationality means nothing, and your family are just like any other people, the pattern of everything that makes it seem that it is your fate to stay.

NO, dont let  anything hold you down, you must live.

I am not what my body makes me, I am not the places ive been, I am not the things Ive seen, I am not what other people see in me, I am notwhat other people think I am, I am not what I say I am, I am not what I have done in the past I am not my memory, though I use my memory, I am alive and I will live.

Sometimes it feels like I am someone, like I am a person that is limited to vertain actions, but there is nothing in this Existence that binds you like that, ANYTHING is possible, you dont have to hold an identity because even the fact of your identity is unknown, identity as we know it is an illusion.  If you are going to identify yourself as anything, let it be this, that at first you were not, but now you are alive, and you have some kind of action, some kind of verb some kind of life.  Dont identify yourself as anything else because you really dont know what anything is, you dont know who you are, or what identity is. 

The Only Thing that you can Declare, once again, is that there Is.  And this is how you will live, by declaring the I AM, and this is what makes you.  You may not even be and so you may never know who or what you are, but you do know that there Is.  And with this you say, I have some sort of verb within me, where I was once not and did not perceive any, there is now perception and a Declaration of the I AM.  I dont know if I am, but there Is, and this is What Is.  So I will live in respect to this, I am nothing more than a declaration of the Living, and I will Live according to this Is, that I may truly declare in every possible way I can, that there Is Life. 

This is who I am, I dont know, but there Is, and I have some sort of verb, I have only a Declaration of Life, I dont know if I am, but this is what there Is.  This is who I am, I will not say this as a Truth but as something of lower value than Life: This is who I am, I have life, I am what I live; I live so I am, I am only a declaration of life, a representation and manifestation of Existence and nothing else.

I am now naked, with no one to see me, with no one to judge me or to claim me, I am not a man, nor a woman, I am just a being, made of dust and something powerful that makes me aware.  I am what Existence says that I am.  I have no nationality, I have no identity, I am naked, bare.  I look at myself is this body mine? Did I make it? Do I understand how it works? No, I am not even my body, I am not where I came from, my body was made from the people that conceived me, but I, I am something else, I come from Existence, I come from nothing, I was molded by the I AM.  I am naked, what is my body? What is my works? What are my memories and experiences?  I am none of this, I am not a category, I am not a representation of another illusion, I am not my nationality, I am not my efforts, I am not my past.  I am... me, a child of Existence, powerful and weak, I am what I AM says I am.  As I am naked, I have nothing else, no identity, only that I live.

Troubleshooting

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Sometimes we come accross problems into trying to convince ourselves to do a certain thing or to act by a certain belief.  For example, you must not eat cake, but you are still tempted by it, you know you shouldnt because it is unhealthy, but you still want it.

One must always remember that for everything and anything, there is always a way, you may not know it, it may be unthinkable, but Life is Life, it carries within it, Infinity and Unknown, and where these are, crazy, unthinkable stuff happens.

And so when problems arise, the procedures still apply:

Ask: why, how, and what if

Example:

I cant seem to remember to live by any of this, I have this all in my head but as soon as I carry on with my life, I am just me, and I forget to keep these things in mind.

Why: does this happen? Because I forget

How do I make it so that I dont forget? Use Reminder

What if: I forget to set a reminder? Then set it before you forget... NOW!

What if: the reminder is not good enough? You will need a big reminder,

What if. Wonder

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When things happen, they spur your mind.  When things dont happen, nothing really gets your atttention, but when things happen then there are opportunities at your reach.  Either that or maybe there is too much to pay attention to so when things happen it specifies your focus.

How to. I do Experience

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Attention, you are alive so give your attention to things, be aware, become interested in everything you can.

every thing is interesting, but you gotta see it from the right angle.

July 14, 2009

I decided to write about how I figured out the process of wondering and the order in which things came about as I was trying to figure out the basic foundations of my actions and beliefs. So first I worked out the first file in figuring out what we know. Then as I was starting to lay out the difference between life and death I saw the significance in action, verb as well as mental verb, awareness and creativity, and so wondering, interpreting after interpreting, to learn and relearn and wirness many worlds, so I wondered about wondering after I had already wondered, so it is not a method I set then followed, it is something that came naturally then I named it with introspection.

How and Why

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Think how and why and how do you feel about

A character. The world is what you make it, now dont just follow on with the actions of others to be able to give a response, make an ation yourself, initiate, create a character not just a response.

How does one find these random things? How does one acquire the state of mind to find random things? This is what mistakes are for.

HOW and WHY

This is how I figured it out:

Why and how...

“Why” asks for the reasons. Why? = what are the reasons?

So there are 2 questions

1.       What are the reasons?

2.       How?

There is “how” and “why”, if “why” asks for the reasons what does “how” asks for?

“how” asks for, the causes. How? =  What are the causes?

When “why” asks for the reasons and purpose, “how” asks for the causes. 

Importance of “how” - And why would you need to know the causes? Because when you know what causes things then you will know how the “thing” becomes manifested, and therefore will be able to, or at least to determine if you are able to (questionable), arrange things in such a way that they become manifested.

Importance of “why” – so once you know how to do something, why would you need to know “why”?  If you know how to do something, but you dont have a reason or a purpose to do it, then you will have no reason to do.  Of course this does not mean that you are not able to do it, but it is not in you to do it, and you will be unconcerned about it, (and what happens when you are doing things that you are not concerned about? Read June 24 2009 in my diary ..\..\History\As I proceed.docx).  It would be like wafting the wind, you have no reason to do it, but if you are going to do something that you have no reason to do it, you may as well waft the wind.  Why not waft the wind instead of this?

So we  have 2 questions

1.       What are the reasons?

2.       What are the causes?

1.       Makes me “want” to manifest it.

2.       Shows me the ways to manifest it.

July 8, 2009

So I talk to God, and tell him that I am worried about all these things that may happen if I dont take care of earthly stuff like making money and getting my license.  I mean I have better things to do like straighten out my beliefs and pray pray pray, and talk to God and take notes on what I hear, but there are these things bugging me what if something different happens and I just dont go to college again?  So God asks me “so you are afraid of change? Is that it?”, and no, no Im not suppose to be afraid of change, change is beautiful, change is my life in the hands of God, change is what I want. Like that song from Relient K, “I think we are unto something, we are on to something good here, out of mind out of state trying to keep my head on straight... there is only one thing left to do, drop all I have and go with you! Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind, my problems fell out of the back my mind, we are going in a never knowing, never knowing where we are going, to go back to where I was would justbe wrong, Im pressing on.” :D  So no I am not afraid of change and if I am then I disgrace it and I set myself against it.  But this is an opportuity that I would letting go, I would be able to do alot of productive things.  So God says, “dont you trust that I may have other plans for you?” adn I say yes and please carry them on, I mean I dont even care to get my college degree and to get my license or to make money, I just want to do your will.  But its just that everyone around me thinks it is important and they question with idiot and faithless ideas of how am I gonna live and how will I think to help anybody, and sometimes, even though I think they are idiots, sometimes I sympathize.  And sometimes I am left convinced by the not so idiot ones, and I just wonder if I am wrong so it makes me afraid again.  What kind of work of tHE DEVIL IS THIS?!?! Send me an angel for once, Lord, if you may.

God of Probability

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.  GOD OF PROBABILITY: I think it was in fourth grade the first time I considered the possibility that God was only a god of statistics, of probability, the He worked mainly through those things which human beings left unknown.  Which is why one prays for a certain outcome only when they are worried that the outcome may be something else then what is desired.  And even when things seem to be sure, God can act through the mediums that we as humans have missed.  I felt that something was wrong with this conclusion, God only being a god of probability would mean that He would be limited, and this seemed unGodly, so it is when I considered that God was not only a who is manifested in probability, but also a God who can work through the known, whenever a person is sure to be blessed, that is God acting, even though there is no other probable outcome, God still acts through this.  But really, so far we can only see God act through prababilty because we never know what else we could be missing when we try to predict an outcome of something.  But I am sure that  if one were to Know with True Knowledge, not only with the fallen race’s weak pretend knowledge, that something was True, God would even be able to act against that if He willed.  So everyday before any action is done, one is to be as careful as he can, to be careful that the his unknown matters may not cause him a death, there is no way that he can be aware of the unknown,it does not matter how much he knows, the only thing he can do is to pray and leave it in the hands of the Unknown.  The same way,  one can pray, to an Unknown force that has it all in His hands, to manifest outcomes that will enhance Life’s attributes, for guidance.