I have not written in a long time due to something I do not think I have addressed, something to do with the fact that for every new thing I discover, everything else becomes obsolete. All the laws I gave were only a product of aa greater method. I must look for the source of these laws. If one finds something that they love, it is more reasonable to look for the source of goodness, rather than to confine himself to that one product of what they think is good. Therefore I counted everything I thought about as meaningless, because what I was really interested in was the source, not all this beautiful poetry that seems to give meaning to my life.
Now I have the motivation to write again, but only for myself, only so that I can remember; not like I ever look back at my writings, but I just had that inclination (have I written this before?).
I have begun a couple of experiments to test out the things that have fallen into my path that have lead me to where I am, I want to find the essential element in these objects that lead someone to their eternal destination.
Wordless? Is that what I am looking for, whenever I think, it is not in terms of real, but in terms of my naming, my words.
Having concerns is unreasonable, therefore whenever I have a concern it is reasonable to ignore it. Plainly put, whenever the movement of mind is due to concern it is unreasonable; therefore I must keep my mind silent, in one spot, and it is supposed to grow somehow because of this.
That is all I have for now, I have seemed to have forgotten the very thing that made me decide to start writing again. No, it’s not on here; yea, I know, it sucks, but how do you think I feel?
I came up with a simple goal today, just practice feeling good, it makes sense to do it, though I wouldn’t know how to go about it. Im sure it can be pretty simple, but I am not yet sure if it is even the riight thing to do.
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