May 30, 2011

Truth

Sense

Happiness

Faith

Why does completeness yield better happiness?

Letting go of answers in order to find better ones…

May 29, 2011

Desire is pointless to satisfy:

Getting rid of it by giving in to it is a bad habit to develop; it will only come back.

Like stray dogs: feeding them will only make them want more.

Do not let them dominate, or you will end up being their slave.

May 28, 2011

So this is what I have been trying to do for the longest…

Make of the list of the circles I tend to go around…

These are the ones I got a hold of:
Sense

Happiness

Truth

May 27, 2011

It’s 2:00 a.m.

It’s that fireworks I hear outside?

I can’t even appreciate a girl’s beauty without feeling guilty anymore, without feeling like I am already taking advantage of her.

Maybe it was a misunderstanding, maybe it was all bad luck, maybe I gave up before I met any “cool” people.

Smug wannabe liberals, kissing their own ass on how accepting they are, and how they feel sorry for all the conservative cultures that do not know how to have any fun.

“let me tell you what you are doing wrong,” they say, “let me fix you.  Let me tell you why you don’t belong.”  As soon as you begin to feel this, you are already doing it wrong.  I am doing the same, that’s why I ask you to read this as mere poetry, not as law.

This is why, I had tears running down my face during graduation ceremony.

Surely the horrors of Whitman will haunt me the rest of my days…

I just had a dream, like I usually do, I go back and forward with my action trying to accommodate them with a “good” attitude.  How animalistic of me.  Have not I learned so many time that it is not about the actions, ut about the attitude that inspires my actions?  And its not about the attitude but acceptance of the situation. My goodness, I am just playing mind games with myself. I just keep going around and round in circles.

May 19, 2011

I never claimed to be, who you assumed I was by, what you knew about me.

So do not feel like I deceived you, if you ever find out that you were wrong.

Realize that this person you know, is not who I am;
this persona that you impose on me is rather a reflection of your fears and ambitions
(your parasites that feed on the shape of my soul).

When people disagree on something, they are necessarily talking about different things.

Illusions are declared by popular vote.