Admitting there is no God. I understand the reasoning. One tries to grow up. You see people try to believe that there is a God just to feel good about themselves, just so they can have a motive and so that a purpose in life exists for them. This is why good atheists dont believe in God, they just dont want to feel as if they were lying to themselves in life.
The same goes for skeptic philosophers, they understand that there is no way to prove life and the external world. Believing in God day to day is like believing that your eyes can see, and that what your eyes see, is the real world. If you felt peace to believe in God inthe previous statement you did not understand it. I am not saying that believing in God is as logical as believing in our observations of the external world, I am saying that believing in ouir observations of the external world is as absurd as believing in God; although, because of relativeproperties, both staements are saying the same thing.
I hope there is a better way to understand, but I wouldnt be surprised if God was unprovable, that may be a property of being God.
Sometimes I think, we are not real, me, my mind, if anything is real, it is reality, not me, I dont see how i can be real. If anything is real it is reality, oh imaginary reality. Only You can be real, You are reality, you are in control. Where are You, reality? Where is your dwelling place, why are you in darkness, away from us, giving us a dream to live in and leaving us alone, to believe the illusion that we are real on our own. Yes there are actuually people, How can they be so pompous to say that they are real, to ignore all that is not in this world, because this world is as real as it will get. How can they say that they are God? deciding what can be believed to be real and what cant be believed to be real.
By pity God alllows them to believe that reality lies in their world, God laughs at them, their childish thoughts, their immature beliefs, God says: “you have no idea what it is like to be Real, you have no idea how if feels to be Alive, you have no idea what it means to have a mind a consciousness. Oh poor humanity how dead you are, you are fooled by your world, your mind is worth the mind of a rock. If only you would talk with me you would know that it is not me who is in question of existence, it, it... it is you.”
“Why you dont even understand the meaning of life, it not the answer the drives you, but the question. When it has been right in front of you your whole life. A way, a way to kill me, to destroy reality, to make you Gods as infinite as I. Yet your limits they keep you in place, time has its course, Existence, I, has decided, forever, the law, what has been and what is to come, and though you arfe fragile, I will forever stand, because I already am, and you have never been.”
Taunt us, oh Mighty God, tell us how miserable we are, how stupid we are to pretend to know, to believe that we know, to say that our world and our laws are eternal. Taunt us please, by your taunt we receive wisdom, Punish us, humiliate us, by thisTruth is enhanced; play with our lives confuse us all, throw us all from delusion to delusion, this will be a blessing from your hand. And by this if you sin against us, there will be no one to Judge you, and you will still be rightessness. Because what ever you do becomes right, if you ever change the world then it has always been the way you made it. You break promises, then you have never made them. You have told lies, then those lies are really the Truth. Whatever you do wrong, from the beginning it has always been right. Why wont anybody understand this?!?! Excuse humanity for its stupidty, its immaturity, dont listen to those who question, pay no attention to those who demand from you a sign; leave us in darkness, and as long as it is your Will, it will be the Right. Destroy us all, break your covenant, disrespect your creation oh God, take away our “rights” take away our free will. Why dont you bless us with your wonders,with your acions, with your sins.
Here comes our end, In vain we worship you, in vain we try to earn your favor.
Here comes our doom, the God of all Infinity has decided, we are his puppets, his toys without life.
Why would we think of demanding benevolence from Him, just because He said that He was righteous.
Why would we think of claiming His promises, just because He made them.
It is true, we are far from understanding how we should fear the Lord, pathetic Christians, they worship a god of love, they say that fear means respect, that fear means love, but this is because they worship the god of love, not the One True God. When we learn more of who God is and what Infinity means, then we will really fear the Lord. Then we will realize how wretched our life is, and stil this wretchedness, is a blessing and we thank the Lord for this ultimate blessing.
This ultimate blessing, an illusion, an art, a taste of a delusion of life.
This ulttimate blessing, a finite world, only to tempt us to live.
Bless us oh God, with your will, your Heaven, your Doom, You.
Bless us oh God, with your will, your Heaven, your Doom, You.
This ultimate blessing, a finite world, to tempt us to live.
This wonderful blessing, this painting, an art, a taste of wonder in a world not enough.
Still enough to squirm out tears, we are afraid, and we wait,those who await, your Great blessing, Your awesome decision, whatever you choose for us, it will be heaven, and you have decided. You have made us to yearn for you and to seek out your truths. You have decided Heaven for us, an eternity with you, and though a wretched life this might have been, the fact that you decided, made it so. Choose what we want and we will want it, change your mind and we will forget. Choose our heaven and we will yearn for it, choose us to love hell and we will love it, change your mind, and that change will have always been. We are at your command. We are only figments of your imagination oh Great God.
We claim your promises because you made us to love your promises and integrity.
We demand benevolence from you only because you told us to ask it from you. (why else would we love it?)
Here comes our doom, the God of all Infinity has decided, we have free will and we are offered a taste of life.
Here is our end, in vain we worship you, without our efforts we have your favor.
Curse us oh God, Keep your covenant and your promises, oh why have you decided to destroy us with your love. Why have you decided to make our lives miserable with your salvation. We only love your salvation because you have made us to. Why have you cursed us by giving us the right and the free will to demand from you purity, to desire to be like you. Why do you curse us with disgrace with death and with purity? Pay attention, listen to our requests for Truth, excuse humanity for its stupidity, but we just want to know. Because your will has been not to keep us in darkness, now we ask. You have made us declare that you have never told lies and and your promises are always kept. And you Judge yourself correctly as righteous. Show us who you are tell us what Truth is. Correct us, when we are not in your steps, we are your puppets, we dare not detach from our master.
God says: “You do what I say, and my will is done, If you are frustrated with the idea of me it is because I have willed it so, Why you dont even understand who I am or what I want. You have the illusion of having “Truth” but the Truth is within me, only I know the Truth, I AM THE TRUTH!! And it is concealed at my will. Oh how I have fooled you all, I laugh at your hope, your attempts to receive salvation, In the end I decide what it is that I have decided since the beginning of time, and even if I decide to save no one but those who hate me, who will dare question me?” In the end, I decide what Reality has been, and THAT will be Real. You dont decide whether you are Real or not, I do.”
It is true, we are at the mercy of an Infinite Being, and what he decides we shall do,wether we like it or not. But what does it matter to us, when the thing that is in us, that decides what matters, is only as real as He makes it. In Reality our choice, our desires may not even exist. And by His command, we may never know.
------The imagination is at the mercy of the imaginator.
Our own eyes are fantasy they only see what the light gives them, just like the skin can hardly sense distance, and the ears can hardly sense taste. So our eyes cant see, and all our senses, are subjected to only this only what we see, but even if we had infinite senses we would still be blind. We would still be apart from truth.
I hope there is a better reason
